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I’ve been sick the last couple days and even though I don’t eat much I’ve been eating even less due to nausea.
Tonight, I finally ate dinner with my family, but I didn’t touch the protein they offered and my mom said, in front of everyone…
WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO, STARVE YOURSELF?
I was mortified.
Mom: “Why do you always sleep so late? We never see you before 13:30 or 14:00.”
Me: “I just haven’t been sleeping well since we moved. Maybe it’ll get better the longer we’re here.”
If my family knew that I sleep so late to avoid eating for the first 12-14 hours of the day I think they’d be crushed. I’m not sure I could convince my mom that it’s not her fault. That moving to a new city isn’t why I’m depressed, anxious, and losing weight.
I just came to a horrifying realization.
My back is swayed due to my genetics, not my posture, so no matter how much weight I lose I will NEVER have a flat stomach.
It’s not fair!
