❛ I don’t know how to do this without you. ❜ for noah 🥺 hill house / accepting / @greiywaren
i’m sorry... he can’t even muster the energy to form words anymore. the world is slipping like water through his fingers and when he reaches out to touch ronan for some kind of reassurance his hands pass through him. i think i’m dying. for real this time. he realized like being dropped into an ice cold river, his breaths started to come short and panicked even though he didn’t need to breathe anymore. i’m not ready- i don’t want to go. i’m scared. he held onto the thin material of ronan’s shirt, as if that could keep him tethered here.
“ remember me ? ” his tears were like rain drops hitting a glass window, the spectral outline of a boy that was caught between one world and another and struggling to stay real.















