#gremory vent

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Realizing just how many Tumblr Leftists are insufferable asshats when it comes to people expressing joy in this climate is truly. Something. Like no one is saying that whimsy or joy will defeat fascism or whatever but I do think experiencing it when and where you can is a Good Thing when you are stuck living in a fascist state. No the power of whimsy won't save the country in itself but it doesn't fucking hurt anything, ya miserable bastards, not all of us are able to fucking physically revolt at any moment and we do what we can to keep going

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Nonononono not pro-ana blogs being rec'd to me on here :'(

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If I seem more menstally unstable as of late its because I am. Xoxo

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Any post I see no matter what its criticizing censorship wise where the poster unironically uses "proshitter" is an instant ugh if it crosses my dash somehow. Like idegaf what point op was trying to make anymore, instant I'm not listening to you bc you're insufferable

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Genuinely feel so stupid that I prob fell for mostly scam bots with signal boost reblogs on the old blog :') it was actually a reason why I moved, I kept getting followed and sent asks constantly and admittedly was starting to question wtf was going on. Genuinely wanted to spread awareness for anyone who needed it but just feel like a big idiot for potentially falling for scams so easily :')) I know it happens and it is a reminder to myself that I am not as infallable as I feel some days... it just scared me to think I could be ignoring anyone's real cry for help. Anon asks and dms for anyone who I don't follow are off, might see about sorting out the issue with my dm's in the meantime? Yeah :'3 hope I can get em workin!

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I am sincerely hoping it is more obvious that I am a Problematic Person so to speak when it comes to fiction on this blog. I like gross, immoral, disgusting things in fiction lol, I am so done trying to act like I don't. Idgaf about the thought of getting criticized/harassed anymore for it, so much of this website acts all high and mighty and better than other social medias but y'all are still puritan as fuck. To anybody on here who doesn't clutch their pearls at literal fictional scenarios especially ones that don't even involve real people to begin with, thank you

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This is so stupid but lmao whenever I indirectly reblog something from someone and check their page only to see a dni that applies to me I get so anxious. Like wtf are they going to do about it dude? Banish me to the shadow realm? Ffs its dumb but my ocd fires up over it and it gets me so nervous :')