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Drew Caelum Klaus Nycolas Greysen from Facebook and I adore their style! #APen #TransgenderCartoonist #Caelum #Klaus #Nycolas #Greysen #fanart #punk #cutie #handsome #spikes #spikecollar #ipadpro #procreate #applepencil (at Summerville, South Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_4T-XmFu3d/?igshid=np57qpx7b8ye

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My story makes zero sense to people that have never left their neighborhoods. 

She like, "who you fooling?" "You been out here tryna make a movie" (movie, movie) She like, "boy, it's a two-way" (two-way) "Groupies only following what you say"

If you have never left your neighborhood, then my story isn’t plausible. 

Hate to be curt.  Despise being hasty.  Dislike discussing domestic disputes.  Damn I love your lips, They look SO tasty. 

I love your long black hair.  Your profound gaze,  A little hurt Mixed with despair. 

Pero nuestros hijos No conocerán sofrimiento.  Solo reconocerán Este momento.  Y que es, “Este Momento?”

By the way, If you don’t know A third language, Then what are you doing here?

—C Y R U S   P A V E L

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Supposed To Be Gone

Sometimes I hear your voice and it’s as if you are right there next to me.  I turn to see your face, but you are not there.  And I scare myself because that familiar tone and texture of your voice could only have come from my own mind.  You’ve been gone for so long.  To a place none of us on this Earth are allowed to find.  I wonder if you think of me, wherever you are, too.  I hope that maybe when it’s all said and done, I’ll still remember you.  I think that I pray for these things now more than ever because I am a dad.  I beg God to not let my own son miss out on the things that I never had. 

And if death comes for me before I can say goodbye. Please remember, my son, that I only lived this long to forever be by your side. 

—CYRUS PAVEL

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Crystal Clear

I watched a child's path in life expand, last night.

Before last night—this child had been taught to believe that many imaginary boundaries exist. It was taught to believe that imaginary rules exist, as well.

Here comes my son with the limitless mindset. Nothing can stop us. Use your strengths and weaknesses wisely.

Something that this other child swore to us to be impossible, magically opened up and appeared right in front of his eyes before he understood what had happened.

I am glad to be blessed with such an amazing son. He really and truly will do everything he has set his mind to and laid out for his future in detail.

He can see it all, crystal clear.

—C.P.'26

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Life with G 11

Life with G Is this perfectly long and etherly beautiful dream; A dream that I have seen in other dreams of other dreams.

From a little fish to a warm pup that adores to play all day.

If I had to imagine what the perfect dream would be and I had to write it all down before it happened, I would have never calculated exactly how magical it would be.

Amazement, wonder, creativity and discipline and routine. Seeing all of those things alive happening and unraveling in front of my own eyes.

I could not have drawn out or written or imagined a better dream than this one that I am living with my G.

I am thankful to an amazing God for it. For my G; for all of it.

—CP'26

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Boundless Love

They will continue trying to erase me off the internet.

Who?

Doesn't matter.

They will, however, Be incapable and unable to delete me from the countless minds of the future idealists long to come.

One after the other After another and so forth—Eon after Eon.

Eventually they (the opposition) will be overpowered and then Forgotten like the Neanderthal or almost like the Native Americans are now—where their lineage is reduced to single strands of long DNA sequences;

No real presence.

Long after they are no longer even in the DNA strains, We will still be thriving, surviving and living because they are all pretty much connected.

That's what it means to have many DNA strains made up of long lines of ox-like warriors within you. That's exactly what the term: "made by warrior blood," even means.

Having Warrior Blood doesn't mean that you don't feel empathy or sadness. All warriors have a deep affinity for all of humankind and nature. If they did not, they would not fight so fiercely and bravely for it.

For anything, for that matter.

The true warrior is good beyond the normal. They standout from the pack because of it.

CP'24

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Fall

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That Part

One thing I’ve learned in this life Is to never let your tears stop you from your goals, either. 

I say: “either” because nothing else should stop you from your goals anyway. 

Tears from the heart should have nothing to do with where you are going because: “where you are headed” should have been decided long before any matters of the heart ever came along. 

Maybe that’s the idea right there: That we should have our set direction/goals(s) in place long before love sets sight on your sails. 

They say that love is uncontrollable,  I say that it is okay to mourn lost loves as long as you don’t have to stop your direction to do so. 

“That Part” C Y R U S P A V E L.