A little over three years ago, I suffered a miscarriage where my ex-partner and I lost our twins. Being a mom is all I've ever wanted, all I still ever want. I've taken SO many steps to work through the grief that came with loosing them but each and every year Mother's Day always hits me the hardest.
They would have been three this year, they would have been old enough to wish me a "happy mother's day" and maybe even make me a card or something small. Instead I get to sit alone in my room just holding all the grief.
Here's to all the Mamas who didn't get to hold their babies this year.