Lost in a world that feels so unreal right now... Can't put my feelings into words. Can't speak to anyone or be around anyone as such... Spent time with my Mum today and I cried. I feel teary, I feel low as f*ck. I feel so many things... But I also feel grateful! Grateful to have known such a beautiful, wise woman. Grateful that she played a part in me becoming all the good things I am and all the great things that I will be. I love my Nan! She truly was a great woman in the physical form and she always made the world smile ... My heart is broken. What I would give to just pick up the phone and listen to her go on and on for hours on end about everything and nothing... 😢💔🕉️💫 #ilovemynan #griefislikeanocean #ridethewave #trustthejourney #rememberthegoodstuff #bittersweetreality #restineternalpeace ♥️🕉️💫