UPDATE: I started psychiatric therapy and currently on the process of getting a diagnosis and start psychotherapy (on a waiting list). Got to sort things out through public healthcare so it's been taking a while but better than nothing. Things are slowly getting in place and that's all it matters to me
Of course you can still check out my commissions and art, I'm just removing the Urgency tagline. Thanks everyone and have a good day
I'll figure out later if adding the emergency tag because I don't want to overstep anyone. Anyway
Hi I need theraphy. My parents are kind of shitheads when it comes to mental health, neglected my struggles until late teenagehood, was terminated the first time I tried it, had to quit the second and the third time I was sent to a center that 1. It's pretty fucking far with no possibility of online session (I can manage with public transport for this year, but idk about next ones) 2. I cannot afford it on my own anyway, most of my extended family is on shambles/has their own stuff going on including mine and and by god I'm gonna ask my parents about that given the track record.
I could reach the place but asked already about the programs and at most I'd need around 400 euros for 10 sessions and I hardly believe those are all the ones I need.
But also my mental health Horrible and I don't think I can afford to wait any longer either. I'm tired and I would like to try relying on a professional figure or at least get a diagnosis rather than crashing out over and over again every other day and have it affect my social, academical and general life more than it already has been. I couldn't get help before and I'm not willing to hope I get at 30+ to perhaps maybe get something at a point when life it's already on fire and harder to catch up. I don't like asking for anything but I'm too tired to wait on a miracle.
So like. Yeah if you would like a drawing so I can pay for a psychiatrist/psychoterapist or you could spread the word, it'd be very much appreciated. You can check out my drawings of my Kofi (acts as a portfolio) or at this blog, specifically this post with all the information.
https://www.tumblr.com/grif-o-cil/762336174329184256/support-grif-o-cil-on-ko-fi?source=share (idk why it's not embedding, rough solution but hope it works)
UPDATE 3: My cat has now pretty much recovered, he's returned to the life he had before and now it's just waiting for his system to take care of the scars and all of that. Thanks everyone again for the support and I've been working on the commissions too so all is well, wish you all the best
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UPDATE 2: Another operation may be needed, as due to an overlook during the dismissal procedure (who knows if it's my family's or hospital's fault) Pisco once again ingested stuff hw shouldn't have. So if you can keep spreading the word it'd help a lot because other expenses are coming suddenly so the donations may not be enough anymore.
I won't update anymore until my cat is fully recovered and until then if you can support/reblog would be appreciated. Regardless, thank you very very much for the patience and understanding. It really helps
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UPDATE: My family got enough donations to pay up for the operation, and the surgery was successful!!! Pisco will come back home the day after I'm typing this, and I truly want to thank you all for the support, financial or not, and the wishes. I can't thank you enough and it really helped a lot to go through the motions, thanks again and hope you all have a wonderful day <3
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Will be quick. My 11-months-old cat ate up a long piece of string and is currently held at the clinic to keep under observation. Will have to wait for a few hours after an ecography is done but 95% chance he needs abdominal surgery.
UPDATE: He's getting surgery
The expenses of the surgery alone is of 2000 euros (Italy). It can be paid in blocks, but that's still a shit load of money my family cannot afford and due to other expenses it'd be nice to have at least this debt extinguished asap
Here's my link to commissions, post has all info and my ko-fi whether you want to donate or get something. You have no obbligation to pay but please PLEASE fucking reblog at least. I don't want my mother to freak the hell out or my father calling our cat a financial burden anymore.
Thank you very much, and stay safe
Heyyyyyy
You can find info about what I offer here!! Or if you just wanna contribute to my work: [you can also see a more on point gellery