#grntgust

[mahershalas]

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grntgust said: are you thinking of moving there? :D i really enjoyed my short visit there it seemed really nice *u*

I really don't know...  I mean ideally I'd live down south for work and my family, but the fact I can get such a nice place for the same price further north is tempting, I can't lie.

But yeah it's great there, I love it :)

[behelix]

just gonna do the thing and say aLL OF THEM ooop

L U C C A

ok ok here we go smh

It's a dorm room

It has a slanted wall because it's on the top floor of the building

my bed is set rly high up

it is not clean right now

the walls are white

i have one long mirror on my closet door and one smaller mirror on my main door

i have a wardrobe-type thing instead of a closet

there is a desk and a bookshelf

there's a bulletin board with a bunch of pictures

there are empty beer bottles with fake flowers in them

Blue: 9 facts about my family

well first of all we're the definition of dysfunctional

i have 4 half brothers, 2 adopted brothers (one passed away though), 1 half sister, and 3 adopted sisters

i am the eldest of all my siblings

i have an adopted family on top of my biological families and they took care of me most of the time

almost all of my family lives in North Dakota. I'd seriously say like 99% of them

I have 2 brothers in college and my sister is graduating high school next year, and by the time i graduate from college (since I took 2 years off) there will (hopefully) be 5 of us in college at one time

on both sides of my family (maternal and paternal), i have a white section of family and i don't really know either of them very well

in my maternal grandmothers immediate family alone, there is a nonbinary person (who asks that i call them auntie since I did most of my life but they go by a more gender-neutral name), an intersex man who was raised as a woman until he told his family that he wanted them to use male pronouns with him (and no one made a big deal about it at all *u*), and a gay man.

i have more than 20 younger cousins and have babysat literally all of them extensively

Green: 8 facts about appearance

i'm fat heyyyy

i'm like 5'8" i think but idk beCAUSE I'M STILL GROWING

i'm pretty dark

most people ask my what my ethnicity is because it's pretty ambiguous 

i have rly curly hair

i have a tattoo on my wrist

i always wear my glasses. they are a part of my body now.

i have callused hands & fingers because of playing drums and guitar

Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood

it wasn't very good

it wasn't too bad

i moved countless times (always within the same county aka the reservation)

i watched way too much television and way too many movies

i used stand on a chair and sing 'blue' by leanne rimes and 'the rose' by bette midler

annie was my absolute favorite thing ever and made me love musicals

actually one of the girls in the original annie looks exactly like i did when i was a little girl

Orange: 6 facts about my home town (i'm just going to assume the reservation as my hometown)

it straddles North and South Dakota (but i always lived on the North Dakota side)

one of the towns i lived in (the one i consider the most as my home) has never had more than like 400 people living there.

there are broken down cars EVERYWHERE

it's one of the poorest counties in the world

there are two high schools (and two more very close ones that are just off the reservation) and i went to the one that serves the entire reservation (all 8 districts/towns).

this isn't exactly about my hometown the legend of my tribe's name is rly cool and you should read it

Red: 5 facts about my best friend

she's queer but hates labels

she's literally one of the sweetest people you'll ever meet

she's an amazing dancer

she's also a great singer (WHICH IS FRUSTRATING WHY CAN SHE DO BOTH)

she's from Wisconson :)

Pink: 4 facts about my parents

they were never married to each other (they actually never really even dated...)

they are both equally mixed (their father were full-blooded natives, their moms are completely white)

i am their only child together

my dad has a bachelor's in business management, my mom has multiple associate degrees in various sectors of early childhood education/education in general

White: 3 facts about my personality

i try to give off positive vibes

i have cray cray mood swings (not violent, but i go from v happy to v sad within seconds)

people say i'm kind so that's awesome

Grey: 2 facts about my favorite things

the creators of glee also created american horror story (idk that just seems like one fact that's about 2 fave things)

Gnomes have a life expectancy of 400 years.

Black: 1 fact about the person I like

he has long hair

[queerdrarry-archive]

grntgust replied to your post “[[MOR] like fine i haven’t come out as non-binary to everyone, but...”

hisses @ him ew

mmm yeah but i also feel like i can't just ~dump~ his arse but i'm conflicted bc i feel like i can't keep being buds with him if he can't stop being a douchebag

not to mention that he seems to be unable to accept his privileges ugh

[carsonphillips]

could you share some of your favourite documentaries you've seen? :)

ohhh, absolutely!

smash his camera. it's about ron galella, who was kind of the "father" of paparazzi... it's just super interesting and makes you think about privacy and boundaries and celebrity and such. 

spellbound has been one of my favorites for a long time. it follows a bunch of super smart, freakishly disciplined kids as they prepare for the 1999 scripps national spelling bee. 

i recently watched "the man who lost his body", which is about a guy who has dealt with a loss of proprioception, meaning that he has no innate concept of where his body is and can't feel his body move, so he trained himself to walk, gesture, etc. solely through power of will and by looking at himself. 

JESUS CAMP. i've watched that documentary countless times.

all of the PBS american experience: presidents documentaries are great, but i particularly love the one about bill clinton. it's 4 hours long and i don't usually have the attention span to sit through something for that long, but with this one, i did it with ease. and then i watched it again. it's just very engaging. 

bully, blackfish, and national geographic's inside north korea are also interesting and all on netflix 

kennedys' home movies is a longstanding favorite of mine as well 

the world before her and the short game are currently on my netflix list but i haven't gotten to them yet 

i'm sure as soon as i publish this, i'll remember one that needs to be mentioned, but i'll leave it at these for now lol 

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grntgust replied to your post: i finished my school assignments befor...

kisses your cheek i’m v proud of you

thank uuuu *cuddles* i mean i may have been able to do better, but when i adjusted the body text to the mandatory size and the spacing i actually got nearly 6 pages which was the maximum sooo

although the last question was diverting from the subject but i couldn't be bothered ugh

[andrevvrninyard]

B T V (ya again) and Y

B: a song to listen to before you go to sleep:

i don't have a regular one but i used to listen to the xx before sleep last summer so:

The XX - Sunset

T: a lovesong:

hhahahaah a ha dont talk to me

Panic! At The Disco - Northern Downpour

V: a non-english song:

gosh i dont listen to that many non english songs thIS is hard ok

Madredeus - O Pastor (ok this song means a lot to me i grew up around the singer of this band and she used to sing around the bonfire and you could see the stars and everyone stayed really quiet except for the accordion and her voice)

Y: a song I’d send to my crush (imaginary, if you don’t have one):

Queens Of The Stone Age - Smooth Sailing