Some pictures of me on my road trip. Eagle Point, Guano Point, Horseshoe Bend, Cortez, Painted Desert, and Red Rock State Park. So I want to vent a bit on how this year went for me. The beginning of this year I found out my kidneys shut down. I was diagnosed with End Stage Renal Failure. What that means that my kidneys don’t work like regular people to filtrate the bad stuff from my body. I also don’t urinate as much. TMI. But be grateful that you regularly urinate. Lol. I need a machine to live or get a kidney transplant. At the moment I doing home hemo dialysis at home. 5 days a week. I had 4 surgeries and 3 procedures in the last 12 months. Out of the 12 months 6 months I was in pain. My mental health has not been well. I’ve had so much anxiety that it had become anger. I had been lashing out at people around and I just been a ungrateful person. I been so mad because this disease took away some daily activities from my normal routine. Having to dialysis 4 hrs of of my day and dealing with every day things can be drag and sometimes it could an annoyance. Covid didn’t help ether. A lot of my procedure were postponed because of it. All I want is a regular 27 year old life but i have now accepted that this is my reality and if I want to keep on living I have to be at peace with this and let god do the rest. This has also made me very antisocial. I feel so awkward around groups of people. I feel like I can’t relate much at the moment since I been only dealing with my health. I do hope this goes away. God has a wonderful plan coming for me. I know he put this in my path for a reason. He’s knows I’m strong and capable of overcoming this. Whatever the outcome to this is I trust god love. Thank you for reading. Please stay safe and check on your health. God bless you all. #roadtrip #eaglespoint #guanospoint #horseshoebend #cortezcolorado #paintedforestnationalpark #redrockstatepark #arizona #colorado #grandcanyonwest #kidneypatient #dyalisispatient #endstagerenalfailure #trustgod #lookingforakidney #anjunafamily #gayraver #gayshuffler (at Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJWjoYUAMty/?igshid=1cd82w2q4fr50