"I’m tryin’a put it all back together." || "You don’t have to go it alone." || "Then we’re back to being friends."
"I’m tryin’a put it all back together."
Vada looked down,”But is it even worth trying though Sami?” she began to play with the end of her scarf over thinking a little bit,”Even if you were to put everything back together doesn’t mean that it was never broken, you will always see the cracks and damage that you have done,” she bite her lips a little,”I say just leave it alone and find something else that you will sooner or later destroy.”
”You don’t have to go it alone.”
Her fists were clenched tightly yelling at Sami,”You don’t get it Sami!! There is nothing and when I mean nothing you can do to me to help me. No one can help me,” she persuade to try and push everyone away from her,”If you or anyone ever found the things I have done it would fuck up any sort of feeling of family I get from you guys.” Tears were falling from her eyes,”You are like family to me…but none of you would love the monster I really am…just please leave me alone…”
"Then we’re back to being friends."
Vada had to pull a fake smile on her face to hide the hint of disappointment in her voice. She tucked her hair behind her ear,”Oh yeah, yeah we are just friends now, totally not the just being friends who may have made out once or twice,” she laughed dryly,”But I told you we could just have a little bit of fun with no one knowing. Now law and order is returned right? Guess now I can try kicking your butt on the field….yeah just kidding.”
