pale ? is that the image he gives, he wonders, each time they must set foot at king's landing ? and she may being KIND. he has never seen a reason to hide his expression, aside when he naturally does so. it is not a thought-through decision ( should it be ? no, he thinks, he sees nothing wrong with it most times. but maybe he should re-think it, later ). hopefully it is not. hopefully she is merely more perceptive than the rest.
the gardens of the keep are, at least, pretty enough and serve as enough of a distraction, even if he finds them too crowded still, with courtiers milling around. not as much as the throne room had been, however, and far less confining that the rest of the keep felt. for that alone he supposes they are better “ yes, quite, aunt helaena, thank you. i simply needed fresh air. ” he replies, offers a small smile at her ( can't do much about how he looks beyond changing his expression, but that might be enough. he doesn't think it even looks forced ). “ i did not know you were outside ― it was not my intention to disturb you. i can go somewhere else if you prefer. ” he is honest, at that. if she had gone there for solitude, he imagines that having him stumble across wouldn't be welcomed, but turning around and leaving with no words was unlikely to be considered polite either. especially considering her question.