I just finished the "true ending" of Hades and had the feast with most of the rest of my family, and I... I don't know. I feel really angry that I wasn't good enough to get out, or maybe angry at Hades...? am I angry at Persephone? I felt like the only person actually rooting for me was Hypnos, and god do I miss my boyfriend, but I miss my parents too. Theseus completely crushed me in spirit and body and I just... never got past him. great show! great show, and he was incredibly skilled, but actually returning to paperwork and occasional escape attempts from the House, and father gloating... I don't know. it hurt.
Father, Hypnos, Alecto, Than and Meg, Dusa... I miss all of you so badly. I miss my uncles and my cousins too, and Chaos, and Nyx, and Cerberus and Achilles. Patroclus... I don't remember if I encountered him. I don't think so. Orpheus, you were a wonderful confidante in the underworld, and singing of my accomplishments- although slightly embarrassing- was really a boost to my self esteem. Eurydice, you lit up Asphodel like nothing else. hearing your voice ringing across the plains was a signal of respite close by.
thank you, everyone, for the relationships you allowed me to make with you. I miss all of you, blood related or not.