Yesterday (4/10/16), a dream of mine just became a reality and that is TO MEET HAILEE STEINFELD OMG 😭😭😭😍😍❤️❤️❤️ I met Hailee (and got to see her perform for the 2nd time around at Venice Piazza-- Philippines) and despite how short our encounter may be, winning that M&G pass and getting the chance to be so close to her were already enough to bring me to tears 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I know it's been a day since I met her but damn, I don't think I'll ever be able to get over it ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️ I mean, the M&G session allowed 5 people to go and meet her as a group (and by meet, I meant say hi, take a picture, then leave). Luckily, for our batch (which was the 5th batch that day), I was #1 so I was at the front of the line to meet her. When I got inside the tent where the M&G is happening, I immediately saw Hailee! I was so happy to see her that I literally ran out of words and just smiled so big, covered my mouth with my hand, and squealed internally while my eyes started to water. At that moment, Hailee and I made eye contact and she smiled so brightly at me and said "oh hi!" ❤️ I swear I could've died right there! 😍😍😍 A moment later, the security asked me to move quickly so I walked up to Hailee, stood next to her (I was at her left side), and waited for the other 4 girls in my batch to take their positions. While waiting, Hailee said to me "Hi how are you?" with the biggest smile on her face and I stuttered so badly and said "I'm fine thank you ☺️" My mind literally short circuited that even I don't know how I was able to manage to speak!!!! After that, the official photographer of the event took a picture of us. For the 2nd shot, Hailee surprisingly moved her hand and PLACED IT AROUND MY SHOULDERS FCK I SWEAR I COULDVE DIED RIGHT THERE 😍 Sadly, I was too much of a coward to put my hand around her waist so... Yeah 💔 Biggest regret ever 😭 And then, after the brief picture taking, we were all then quickly being escorted out of the tent. Being the badass that I was, I looked up to Hailee again and said "I have something for you"-- (that being a box full of Filipino snacks and other knick knacks including letters which took me forever to finish ☺️) When I showed her the box, she said "Awww thank you so much.. She's going to get it" (or something like that because fck, my brain literally circuited)... then pointed to her assistant who was getting all the gifts Hailee was receiving. So I handed her the box & once again was being asked to leave already.. That was when I looked to Hailee again and said "thank you I love you so much" then went out to leave the tent with the biggest smile ever 😍☺️🙌🏼🙏🏼 Thank you for being such an angel, Haiz! I really hope you enjoyed Manila just as much as we enjoyed having you here ❤️ We would all be patiently waiting until your next return here, beautiful! I love youuuuuu @haileesteinfeld! So much 😘 *PS here's to hoping that Hailee already opened my gift to her & that she already read my letters 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼*