#haisxt

[r--amen]

only on my 3rd rewatch of hq did i realize that karasuno & seijoh played a “full set” not just in both their official matches, but overall

[theextremejosh]

Kailan kaya na ako naman ‘yung tatanggi sa mga kaibigan ko kasi may jowa na ko and all, haisxt. Ang hirap ng rejections mga mars.

[rarararamon]

Yung feeling na...

...Fourth year na ako sa BS Accountancy ...mas challenging na ang mga problema na hinaharap ko ...hindi ka pa rin nakakuha ng iyong driver’s license ...halos malapit na ako maging 20 *cry* ...wala pa rin akong lovelife *haisxt*

How to be an adult po? 

[andywarholes]

coward

each number corresponds to a friend, each message something i want you to know, something i could never say upfront

1. You don’t think much of me. You’ve offended me many times, but I always let those moments slip because I never forget about your condition. I’m sorry that you’re treated this way by many but you have to get away from yourself. At least try to. We’re helping you, you have to help yourself too.

2. You’re a god. Amazing, wise, and I don’t attempt to understand why I just accept that you are. I’m sorry I’m annoying sometimes, and if I disappoint you with my inherently lackluster and dumb and hypocritical tendencies. It’s so hard to catch-up sometimes. And sometimes I don’t even try to. It hurts when I watch you choose others over me, but that’s petty, unworthy of you, so I try to be better and brush it off. A friend who’s inspiring and intimidating at the same time—who knew?

3. You’re great in moderation. Too much of you and I’m overwhelmed. You’re so beautiful, being next to you is almost like announcing in full blast to the world my insecurities. I’m childish and boyish and unkempt—I feel less like a woman whenever I’m with you and more like a crushable bug.

4. Please. shut up.

5. Get away while you still can. You’re too nice, and too kind. Someone told me that all I’m after is the attention you shower me with, and not much else. The comfort and flattery, that’s it. My fear is that she might be right. But I would like to like you, things would be so good that way. Just give me more time.

I’d like nothing more than to be in your arms right now. ugh 

6. More and more you’re becoming a stranger to me. It’s sad and relieving at the same time. It’s easier to forget and not care as much now that I’ve gained some hindsight. Your actions make sense now, sort of. You were never really as into it as you said, and to you it was all a game. A game I mistook for something genuine and sincere. 

Sometimes I admit I still look for you, more out of habit than anything. But that’s a remnant act, an act based on my fear of letting people completely go. I’ll leave a little room for you, but the door’s locked for when you return. Though I wish we could be friends.

7. You’re my silent guardian angel and you’re a precious precious being. We’re not as close as I want us to be but I actually prefer it this way. When I’m sad about my general being sometimes I think about how O K you are and instantly feel better. 

8. Are we as close as I think, as I want us to be?  I always feel like an imposer, like you just deal with me and I get off our relationship more than you do. I often miss you and i often play my excitement down when we see each other (which is rare these days). But none of these matter when we are together because we just laugh at the world till it’s dim and faraway and it’s just us. I keep our quiet moments of bursting laughter and shared sorrows close to me; it’s shrouded in the many moonlights that have witnessed our furtive exchanges.

9. How do you do it? How are you the perfect balance of calm and anxious, careful and carefree, beautiful and ugly? I wish I knew, and I wish it were as easy as knowing and employing. I wish life could be as easy and effortless as you seem.

10. I’m sorry. I’m sorry i don’t care and that i’m a bitch. I’m sorry. You really should hate me but you don’t. 

10. I wish we knew each other more. We act like we’re sisters but really we only ever touch the surface. I’ve not much hope for this relationship. You know the saying “still waters run deep?” I think we’re the opposite—we seem frighteningly deep but a quick plunge of the foot will reveal we can’t even surpass the heel. Also, I’m sorry, but I can’t stand your bigotry.

[idkanynadine]

when I miss him, I read our old conversations

[dgafella]

Kainiszxss

Haha. Kasi naman natanggal ko yung chager ko sa laptop eh saktong wala akong batt. Buti di ko pa inuumpisahan yung upload. Haha. Pag ka-open ko, binuksan.ko.agad yung nilalaro ko na farm farm haha tapos di ma-continue. Grabe, matagal ko yun pinaghirapan lvl 19 nako eh huhu. Beginner mode nanaman ako leshe. Sige gawa muna ako assignment sa Math. Mwapszjdjwbdkdne

[daniellenotdaniel]

Hindi ba't ang pangit tignan na iniwan ka ng isang tao sa kadahilanang gusto mong balikan ang ex mo. Very unreasonable. Invalid. Just. Ain't. Acceptable. Lakas ba maka-bitter? Ganun talaga. Well, sige kung mabasa man nilang dalawa 'to de fine. Parinig pa kayo sa facebook twitter eh. Wala akong pake dahil hindi naman worth it. Nasa inyo na din kung pag aaksayahan nyo pa ko ng oras. Ako, sinasabi ko lang ung nararamdaman ko. Wala namang problema sa pagiging bitter eh. MAMATAY KA NA KUNG DI KA PA NAGIGING BITTER GAGO. At least ako nagpapaka totoo kesa nakikipag plastikan sa mga tao. Mahirap kasi yun eh tapos sa huli ikaw rin ung magiging masama. Ok na yung sa simula pa lang masama ka na. Para di na mahirap mag panggap. Sabi ko magiging masaya na lang ako para sa inyong dalawa. Pero may nagsabi sakin na, wag na wag ko daw yun gagawin dahil isang katangahan daw yun. Ang sabi nya, ipakita ko sa kanila na matatag ako. Na maayos buhay ko kahit wala na sya. Na kaya ko pa rin tumayo sa pagkakadapa. Kaya ko naman talaga eh. Hindi ako nasasaktan. Iba ang nasasaktan sa nagbibitter. Tanga ka nalang kung hindi mo alam pinagkaiba nun. We'll all have this speck of anger in our hearts wherein we cannot state what's the very main reason of that anger. And that may lead into a grudge. But not in every situation. Of course there are times that we cannot clearly think and just set aside sympathy and put all hate anger violence in action. We can forgive but we can't forget. At times we may forget, but no matter how long time pass, it will always come back and nothing, no one can heal that nor change that.

[dyosangmakulit]

Gusto ko ikwento dito sa tumblr kung ano ba talaga yung nararamdaman ko. Yung tumatakbo sa isip ko. Yung mga gusto kong gawin. Kaso parang ngayon wala pa akong lakas ikwento e. pakiramdam ko nanghihina ako, yung wala ako sa wisyo na sabihin yung nilalaman ng isip ko (wow!) ehh parang gusto ko solohin na muna tong nararamdaman ko. Pero isa lang ang kaya kong sabihin e MASAKIT AT PAGOD NA AKO yun yung nararamdaman ko ngayon. Haisxt. Sana paggising ko na kinabukasan okay na ako e, yung all good na yung wala ng problema :(