Apr 28, 2022
I hate how fidget spinners got sensationalized good lord. “That’s soo 2016-core omg” shut up emily I’m trying to not have a panic attack because the lights here are too loud.
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I hate how fidget spinners got sensationalized good lord. “That’s soo 2016-core omg” shut up emily I’m trying to not have a panic attack because the lights here are too loud.
Shagwell
Will Poulter - 24 years old, English.
(Green & pink motley.)
why the FUCK does tumblr look like FUCKING TWITTER RIGHT NOW
Look, my posting habits are weird, inconsistent, and grossly varied. But ya know what, so is my sanity.
Likely a number of reasons for that, but mainly:
My social life deteriorated during/after college due to losing friends for being 200km away to go to college, just to find them all leave town by the time I'm back. Finally addressing my depression after college, which I def had in HS but was too stubborn to deal with it. Corona (enough said). And to top it off being on night shift for a couple years now....
So ya, next to my roommates and coworkers, I've been isolated. My schedule doesn't line up with the rest of the world so I can't be social (and I'm too bloody anxious/awkward as it stands). Which leaves my weekends busy as hell doing shopping, work around the house, and trying to relax after my 48 hour week...
So here I am, a mess, and posting who knows what as a form a venting, wishing, and trying to find catharsis. Touch starved while simultaneously being socially drained, isolated while regularly seeing people at work, and overall half mad with the situation itself.
At least I have hope to find a non night/late aft shift next month after this company closes down...
It's 3 am and I just finished watching the leak with my mother and I hope everyone dies on this show except Davos, Sam and family and Brienne and Podrick bye.
🌞🍑🍒🖤
It's weird when you see your old friends all hanging out together.
i'm very aggravated with today because i don't see the point of giving thanks to no one and eating a damn turkey
is it going to solve my problems
i don't think so
stop shoving holidays down my throat