Dream
Dean x reader
Word count:347
Warnings: spn stuff vague mention of suicide
“Good morning honey” he says
Honey? When did this happen I think. And then it hits me. We were hunting a djinn. None of this is real.
“Are you okay?” He asks
“Um yeah I’m fine”
I try to remind myself that this isn’t my Dean. My Dean is - never mind focus Y/N. Ok all I have to do is kill myself right? Should be simple enough.
“Y/N?” Dean says
“I’m so sorry.” I whispered
“What why?”
“ Maybe in another life this would work, ya know. We could be happy in another life.” I say
“What the hell are you talking about” he shouts
“ I know! That you’re a monster you’re not him you can’t be him.”
“Alright” the djinn says dropping the act “ That give you all of the more reason to stay here, you know how bad it is in that world.
“If I stay I die anyway, I would rather go out on my own terms.” I say
I pray to whatever god listening that he doesn’t see me reach for my knife. I start to think, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad here. No Y/N! You gotta get home
I take the knife out of my boot and stab myself in the stomach.
“Bye bitch.”
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It’s cold, and dark when I wake up
“Awe shit” I say as it hits me
I’m alone. No more Dean. No more perfect life. No more happy. I decide my next stop pretty quickly.
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“ Uh hey Dean I know it’s been awhile since I’ve came by but ya know now is better than never right? But um I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and I wish you were her with me.”
I lay the roses in front of the makeshift tombstone I made for my boyfriend almost two years ago. His brother right next to him.
I walk back to my car with my gun in hand. I never planned it to end like this but fuck it right? I’m a hunter what did I expect?