it's funny how you can try to convince yourself of what you need. One tries so hard to create a vanishing point which when met, will cause all troubles to fade. But the mirage we fabricate can only loom above our heads away from our grasp. You may try to grab it by the tip of the string, but it will glide through your fingers, higher but still seemingly reachable. This balloon begins to taunt you, whispering in your ear, until you reach the point that all your thoughts and emotions hinge on the necessity of this certain item. It's different for everyone, nobody can compare their desired component, because nobody's is the same. Humans chase after their element for eternity, constantly wanting for someone, or something they can not attain,chasing after something eternally fleeting, some never even noticing the ephemeral state their life is and has always been.