#happy 23!

[soobiesworld]

happy belated birthday xolo maridueña!! i’m so happy that you were chosen to be our beloved miguel! i hope it’s a good day for you💜

[jadedsprite]

my birthday is in circa two weeks and the only reason i know that is because thats when most of my canned goods expire

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I often felt conflicted with love. I love the thought of falling in love so much but it was always difficult. It was a hope in life that I could fall in love and be surrounded with so much happiness. There was a boy who loved me more than I loved him. There was a boy who left me before he found who I was. There was a boy who truly broke my heart. There were others that simply passed by. And then there was Oaks. Not that I call him that anymore. To his friends and family I call him Justin. To him I call him babe or fatgirl or on some occasions when I'm angry at him, but not truly angry at him only fake angry at him, I call him hooker. He's a brat sometimes wanting his ways. He sometimes ignore my little stories about nothingness. He ridiculously elbows and knees me a good amount of time (on accident). But understands me. He knows my flaws. And he continues to love me. And though I feel like I know every particle about him, he keeps changing. And I keep loving him. The new way he styles his hair. His new outlook on his future. As he grow, and I grow to a new someone, somebody. Our love grows in its twists and turns. I don't feel happy all the time and I don't feel right all the time but when I'm right next to him, I'm at peace. Like this is one important thing in my life that is meant to be. This relationship is meant to be. I was born on this Earth meant to be Asian, a mediocre student, smiley, quite stubborn and there's so many more to be discovered about this life that I just haven't stumbled upon yet. But one thing is for sure, this relationship has meaning. It's a meant-to-be thing. And I'm glad I figured that out. I love him. I truly do. 

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Justin Ok

I would go to the end of the world with you.

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Happy Hunger Games!

And a happy 23 to me and Oaks. We went to watch the movie with his family and Mark. I liked it. And to be a book-better-than-movie-asshole the book was just more emotional and it was easier to grasp because of the dialogue. Even with the non-dialogue with the avox. Still I don't think the book was ruined by the movie. Jennifer Lawrence played a great Katniss. Gah... Rue. :'( 

I'll kiss my middle 3 fingers and point them to the sky for you.

[reachupandgo-blog-blog]

8 months baby!

A lot of tears, but a lot more smiles. I'm really happy with this man.

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Before this night ends.

Today marks the 7th month that my boyfriend and I are together. I absolutely love him. He took me to TGIF. "Sorry babe, this is as close to fancy I could get." Ha, we're both dead broke right now, but gah I just love him. We were just suppose to spend the day watching TV. I didn't expect him to try to treat me. To me it was FANCAYYY, just because of the thought. Worrying about me in the heat, opening doors, treating me to pasta (which was really good: the cajun shrimp and chicken pasta).

And even if I don't get the fanciest of food or expensive gifts, I still feel like a princess with him. Come on! Has anyone ever asked you out with a bouquet of daisies, your favorite love songs playing, and a ceiling full of moving stars? He always surprise me with little gifts for no special occasion whatsoever. He attempts to teach me to dance even though I have no rhythm or "swag". We laugh at ridiculous stuff and we do ridiculous stuff together. AND everytime I ask for a hug he gives me the best hug I could ever ask for. I just love him and if this doesn't explain why I love him, then someone must be crazy enough to deny my love for him.

He cares about me. That's why I fell for him and that's why I'm sticking to him.