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So lemme tell you about Melissa.

She's been my best friend for five good years. I think we've had one argument, well...one serious argument, in these five years. I get deprived when I don't see her for a week. D; It'll either be shopping or movies or just chilling at her place. She's probably the greatest friend I'll ever have because I tell her everything and I know she'll be there. Sometimes I complain too much and I can't tell if she gets annoyed with me or not...but I'm thankful I have her, y'know? I don't know what my life would be like if I hadn't befriended her. We both like different stuff but it brings us closer because we fangirl over it together, regardless of what it is. Lately though, I've been a shitty friend. I guess you could say I half-ditched her for Jessica. I'm awful, I know. I know what I'm doing too, so I tried my best to hang out with her towards the end of this week (because it's literally just been this week.) I need to give myself a slap in the face because being around her but having Jessica around does NOT count as hanging out with her. I love them both and they're both my best friends but Melissa doesn't deserve the bullshit I'm giving her. It's like...sometimes I wish we were all just one big group that liked the same shit and did everything together. It's worse because I have no classes with Melissa (band doesn't count for shit this semester) and I can't hang out with her as much as I want to. Even last year I hung out with Melissa more because it was like...we had time, y'know? I don't know...I just feel like a bad person and I'm losing my best friend. It's awkward though because I've been hanging out with her and her best friend (who is definitely my friend as well) and it's a routine because I get along with her as well and it's just...I really don't know how to explain it. Okay. It's like, I'm not her only best friend and she's not my only best friend and we all hang out together and it's fun. I FEEL EVEN WORSE NOW BECAUSE I REMEMBER MELISSA WENT OVER TO JESSICA AND I ONE MORNING AND I FUCKING IGNORED HER OH MY GOD SOMEONE KILL ME. I don't know what the fuck is going on with me but this is not okay. I just hope that she isn't so mad at me that she'll ignore my attempts to get things back like they were in 2012. Mehhhhhh. I don't care what it takes.

Dear god, I hope you read this Missy because I miss you and I'm sorry and I'm going to make this up to you and I love you and I hope you don't hate me because you're my best friend and I hope you'll talk to me more again and even though we hang out in the morning on the way to class regardless I'm sorry for being a bad person and I'll hang out with you like normal I swear and wow this is a run on sentence.

Oh, and you can rock lace and I've bought your birthday presents so your Sweet 16 should kick ass.

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