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[haprometto]

“ do you believe in true love ?”

   DRUNKEN STARTERS .   ft - @harimpianti  ! 

    he can’t look up from where he’s sitting , because truly how could he know ? marti has known so very little about that subject -even though so quickly he might think of niccolò so immediately …  and yes they’re drinking around each other , a lame party ; but it sticks to him.  that door has barely opened.  “perché ? eva , eva - “  he tries to begin in some way she could understand him. maybe if he didn’t feel so drowsy , or even drunk for the matter … this all kind of sobered him up real quick.  maybe he wouldn’t truly be thinking in the back of his mind , to go look for his friends. marti takes a drink of his beer. thinking, thinking. 

     the guilt that maybe she was thinking of gio in this moment of truth. that maybe when he thought about something with ní - it sounded a mile away all the time. 

    “ it sounds so fake you know, “   he starts to laugh - thinking about everyone obsessed with it. he tries to motion with his hands, shrugging.   “ i think we all just live in the moment, and we try to believe these things .. we want to believe these things, and maybe it only happens for lucky people. people have high fucking standards.  “

[halamente-blog]

             ❝ eva, what do you say? we can go out and have some fun.❞ she doesn’t want to see her friend COOPED up. it can feel EARTH-SHATTERING to know that something that had once been a BIG part of your life is gone. but eleonora knows that it OFFERS eva the chance to cast her net in something bigger. eleonora didn’t care for the RUMORS or what anyone told her about eva in regards to the EXPLOSIVE situation. she’d already made up her mind about her since they met. even if her friend wasn’t completely in the right, it would take a lot to DISSUADE eleonora.❝ we can still go shopping for the end of the year party. don’t make me SING baby k. ❞there’s a TEASING timbre in her voice while her smiles widen. it had been their secret. 

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[hacuore]

       Marti  was  long  gone   by the time  he  and  luchi  managed to  break  their  two  friends  apart;   but  now  he  had  been  picking  himself  off the ground with  a  sore  mouth, staring dead  into  the  night looking  for  his  friend.   Gio  knew  something  was  going  on  with  Marti  but  by  the  time  he  could  fully realize it,  Marti was losing it  --- he  freaked  out,  and now he’s out  there  alone ,  it  only  begged  giovanni  to  wonder  if  something  had  happened  inside  with  emma,  but  honestly,  giovanni had a  feeling  this  had   little to do  with  emma.  Elia  was  pissed  off  and the best  Giovanni  could  do  for  the  remainder of his friends was  let them each  cool off,  even  though  it  seemed  Luchino was  more  worried than pressed  (  but he knew Elia would cool off  soon  )  as  for  the  boy  himself, he was hanging around  where  they  last  saw  Martino in  slight hope  he would return.

  But  he was never  expecting to see her. 

       Hand  cradling his jaw ,  he wonders if she had stood there while  Elia and Marti went after one another, and if she saw Marti hit  Giovanni  ---- not the first time he’s been hit, but the first time it’s been from someone he cares about  . but then he remembers  WHAT exactly Martino shouted at him a few moments ago.  The  night  kept  on  getting  shittier and shittier.   “   What  is  it    ?  what  do  you  want ? “    usually patient  and  smooth  spoken, his voice shreds itself against what he feels    ‘   eva  and  canegallo  ‘   rings awful  in his head  and  he  can’t  focus on which  thing  was  hurting him  the most.   “  Eva,  please,  senti  mi   ---- you  do  not  want  to  be  here  right  now,  “  to  be  harsh  in  result of having  his friend hurt him was not  what he was trying to do,  he hopes she knows that. 

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[hacuore]

‘am i making you uncomfortable?’ (yes we bein' angsty today lol)

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      “   No.   “      voice  rasps  slightly  and  that  empty  space  between  them  is  filled  once  more,  despite  how  temporary  it  might  be.   He  knows  martino  and  elia  are  looking  to  him  now  for  a  reaction  and  he  can’t  exactly  place  how  he  feels;   except,  that  he’s  not  okay,  and he knows  eva’s  not  okay  — everything  was  just  still  …  

                                     not  okay. 

      but  here  they  are  again  in  the  same  classroom  being  forced  to  work  together on  an assignment  due  at  the  end  of  the class.   and  if they  were having a  hard  time  talking  together  (  it’s  only  been   a  few  days  since  he  finally  texted  her  back  )  this had been an awkward step  forward.   it wasn’t  uncomfortable,  not  as  much  as it  was  funny  —-  but  it  was  kind  of  annoying because  there had  been  things  he  ( might have )   wanted to say,  and he was sure  she  wanted to say;   but  it  was  starting  to  sound  like  a broken  record,  wasn’t  it ?   “  We  should  probably  just  do  the  assignment,  and  only  that.  We can’t  afford to waste  time  on  anything  else,   okay ?  “  but he gives  little  room  for  her to answer, or even respond because he’s already  pulling  his  things  from his  bag and placing them on the desk next to her.  “  We  have  thirty  minutes  ,  at least.  “