#harley update

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17 finally and oof !! i can now buy tickets to cmbyn !! the excite is real !! also: i’m no longer romanticallychallenged-jpg. rip. it was time for a change. i love you all 💗

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an update:

so ya girl was just at district band thursday and friday (concert was supposed to be today but we had it yesterday because of weather). so thursday we did our auditions for our chairs. my good pal aaron and i were battling for last chair, but he ended up getting second chair and i got third chair. of course i was proud of him, because they always take the first two chairs of the tenor sax section to regionals. that’s also typically all they take, so i was a little bummed i didn’t make the cut but then thought “hey i have next year i can do this.” so yesterday before the concert they were announcing who was advancing on to regionals. for the tenor section, the man announced the first chair and second chair aaron and then moved on to other sections. suddenly, my band director went running to him and the guy gets this look on his face and he’s like “ohmygosh i forgot someone” and aaron and i just look at each and i’m like “whatthefuckwhatthefuckwhatthefuuuuck” and the man says “i forgot a tenor” and aaron looks at me with the biggest grin and the guy says “from the tenor section, harley from mo valley will be advancing to regionals” and i started bawling and everyone was like “aaawwweeee” and aaron gave me a huge fistbump (because we’re total bros) and AAAHHHHHH !!!!

YA GIRL IS GOING TO REGIONALS NEXT MONTH !!

_____________ AHHH CONGRATS HARLEY JANE!!!!!! I AM SOOOO SO PROUF OF YOU OMG AOXJWKCKEOFEJOXE THIS IS INCREDIBLE YOU ARE GOING TO BE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AHH THIS IS GREAT!!! ❤️❤️❤️ love, lia ⭐️

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it is with heavy heart that i write in to inform y’all that there will no longer be any updates with the boy. he has requested we take a break. who knew pain could be so blindingly bright? anyways, i love you all. i hope you all have a lovely day, because you deserve it

oh no :( that’s so sad, i’m sorry lovely. message us if you want to talk, and just know what everything will be okay and you are so sweet and amazing 💝💝

lots of love,lia ⭐️

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because i don’t have an update to submit, i wanna tell you guys a story

where to begin, where to begin…

okay, so my paternal grandparents, right? ADORABLE. SOUL MATES.

so in june of 2016, i had the honour of marching is disney world with my school band. disney is a big part of my family, and i’ve gone almost every single year since i was very very young. this was my thirteenth trip, and i was able to share it w my musical babies. to say the least, i was hyped. because of my paternal family’s love for disney, my dad and my paternal grandparents flew down to watch the parade (my parents are divorced,, hence why ma didn’t go).

unbeknownst to me,, the morning of the parade, my grandparents had to be emergency flown back home and my grandmother was checked into pittsburgh hospital. i found out once i got home and a week later, on her 76th birthday, 18 june 2016, my grandmother was diagnosed with stage IV pancreatic cancer.

she went through a couple rounds of chemotherapy but eventually gave it up, unable to handle the pain. my angel passed on 29 august 2016 to her battle. but do not get it wrong: my grandmother did NOT lose her battle to cancer. rather, she won, for no longer does she know earthly suffering. all she knows is heavenly bliss.

today was our second christmas without her, and we were all feeling it. yesterday as we sat with my grandfather at his home, “white christmas” came on the television, and he began to cry, for it was my grandmother’s all time FAVOURITE christmas movie. he insisted on watching it the whole way through, tears sparkling on his cheeks with a melancholy but reminiscent smile on his lips.

as it turns out, shortly before my grandmother passed, she and my grandfather watched “white christmas,” because she wanted to watch it with him one last time. and though my heart is heavy with knowing this, it is also lifted. my grandparents were and still are soul mates. i have never seen such love between two people, and i consider myself so very blessed to have been able to find love like that at my young age of sixteen.

their love is written in the stars, truly. they were honestly hopelessly devoted to each other, having been married for 50+ years.

i love you all. happy holidays babes 💓

xoxo,, harley jane

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it won’t let me submit pictures SO:

UPDATE: babes was super sleepy which put him in Protective Mode. he always had to be touching me, whether he was holding my hand or had an arm around my shoulders or was holding me (typically with the bonus of hiding his face in my shoulder). i showed him 2CELLOS and he was in absolute awe. like jaw dropping awe. it was heckin adorable. we watched vines, also (naturally). tomorrow is his birthday and like !! he’s gonna be 18 !! Sweet Boy is gonna become Handsome Man !! oof !!

coming up this weekend: hopefully a lil christmas celebration of our own and introducing him to my darling cousin. stay tuned !! 💓

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update from yesterday’s 8:54pm thoughts: he came over even though i’m hella sick and brought me a bouquet of roses 😭💙

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I NEED MORE OF THIS ASAP THIS IS EVERYTHING TO ME WHY IS HE THE CUTEST THING I’VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE Y’ALL ARE SO CUTE

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Ughhhh I accidentally had sex with this boy and he was just so nice and I can't stop thinking about him and my roommate thinks we should date and we're going to 80s night together and I want to die he's so nice I don't like it. He was so gentle he barely pulled my hair. Fuck fuck fuckkkkk he keeps texting me. He told me to have a good night. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I literally fucked him on the first date. He's so shy and awk and I can't deal. But also he's funny and he likes drugs.

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ALSO I MOVE INTO MY NEW APARTMENT ON FRIDAY??!!?!!!!?!?