#harleythealter

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I crocheted this dragon.

My friend kept telling me I was hyperfixating on it… maybe. Who knows. But I did spend over 28 hours creating my dragon.

Very happy.

I finished it Saturday the 30th.

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Please, let me interrupt your scrolling with my pride and joy…. A blanket I started crocheting a mere 36 hours ago, and have crocheted a beautiful 17 rows (15 without the bottom two rows). Alas. He’s a beautiful work of love and omg I’m so happppyyyyyyyyyy.

Also it’s with one of my favorite yarns!!! My bff introduced me to it on Valentine’s day(I do joke she’s the love of my life) and I realized that it was just delicious. Well I bought 7 more cakes of it and I just *sigh* it’s so fucking delicious. I’d eat this shit if I didn’t know better. But I do know better so I’ll drape it over myself when I’m feeling extra pretty.

Also see what else I made from this yarn! This is made from the og cake of yarn. It’s my Valentine Bunny.

Continuing: I plan to make a lovey for my newest baby cousin. So I gotta get the blanket done to see how much yarn I have left.

Thanks for reading my happy rambles. :)

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Now, I don’t favor Karen Page, but it is unfair for the characters in the show to push Karen to “be by his side” “don’t abandon him” “always be there for him” when she explicitly said “I don’t think I can anymore” in regards to saving him.

She literally said “no” and people said “you should anyways”<- (paraphrased).

That upsets me

Edit: I was only at like middle of Season 3. So she kinda mellows out later and sticks around. But still.

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I need help regarding Taylor Swift

I wanna get a taste of her music but I’ve always been intimidated by the fact that if I listened to her albums it would make people think certain ways about me. Anyways. It’s cooled off enough since she last released an album. I’m willing to dip my toes in the pool of water.

Song suggestions? Reasons why certain songs are good listens? This is an invite for anybody to express a passion or anything cuz I wanna experience it and see if her music is gonna be added to The Playlist

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Love tumblr.

Usually I understand what people mean in their posts.

But sometimes people say “let’s talk about this thing” or “send me a message if you like …” or “I want a new friend. Here’s my list…”

But then you hit them up and they’re like??? I don’t want to talk to you about stucky. Or never respond to me at all. Or I’ll see hundreds of people like a post and only one comment. That doesn’t sound like talking about that thing. And then I get so confused. And then I close the app because it’s not their problem, it’s mine. But tumblr gets to hear all my shit so I’m posting about it anyways.

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I have this teacher and she said that while we graded eachother’s papers we had to use a warm colored pencil. And I asked if we really had to, because those colors were very overwhelming. And she gave me this look as if I was trying to be difficult and not just trying to accommodate myself in a way that doesn’t even MILDLY harm anybody. And she says no. And so I suffer through one side and then I insist again that I needed to use a different color so she handed me purple, which was in between what she wanted and what I needed so I was basically satisfied. Anyways. Using the orange pencil was so overwhelming that I was nearly crying in pain and shaking.

Soooooo I decided to just skip the whole asking permission thing and I just… put on my fucking headphones. (NGL, I’m shaking with happiness that I did this). Because the environment was incredibly overlapping and I could feel myself shutting down. People who shouldn’t have been talking were talking, actually. 75% of the class was talking in overlapping conversations while we were watching informational videos and then ontop of it, the teacher was also trying to talk. Oh and I could hear the table??? Idk what that means but it’s in the memory.

I forgot to mention, we can’t use our phones, also, we can’t have our headphones connected to our phones. Because I have AirPods they connect to my phone across the room. Also, it’s important to note that it’s… suspicious to wear noise cancelling headphones during a informational video. But mine muffle noise. So I was desperate and decided I could rewatch the videos if needed.

Back to the story.

IT WORKED> They blocked out all the side conversations and muffled them perfectly. I was still able to watch the video and comprehend it. Also, the teacher kept staring at me but I tried to ignore it(people have started to stare at me more and more when I stim, tic or do anything that isn’t sitting still and being quiet and saying exactly what they want me to say.) So yeah. She didn’t say anything to me to take my headphones off, I haven’t seen any notes saying I did something wrong or get a talk from my parents saying they got a call.

Overall. A successful story in a class where I struggle to function :)

What you should take away: If we(anybody who needs noise cancelling headphones) put on noise cancelling headphones it’s for the benefit of our education/mental stability.

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I’ve been having a 40 minute panic attack after somebody almost fucking T-boned me while I was driving.

I’m terrified to drive home.

I almost broke down crying when my coworker hugged me for a gift I had given her.

The person of who almost hit me didn’t register my hand signal as a hand signal and not me just sticking my arm out the window(know that it’s below freezing here. It’s not common to see people with arms out the window).

If he had hit me. I would have spun right into oncoming traffic.

A mile from home.

Nobody would know for too long that it was me who got hit. My phone would have registered that I was still at home. Maybe once the sirens rang, would they think to check.

I don’t have the money to fix my blinker.

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Me: I should clean up my blog.

Me: *reposts twenty Bucky & Steve fan art pieces*