#harrywaslikeoww

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Okay I did a thing .. I changed my name from harry-was-like-oww .. we had great times but Taylor's new album dropped and my heart is in pieces because of that song (clue : Wildest Dreams) and any song that can make me cry like this deserves to be my user name.  (not that any of you care by the way)

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.. I just really REALLY love Taylor Swift.

taylorswift thank you for everything.

That's all really.

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1,5 , 8 , 14 , 16 , 19 , 22 , 26 , 32 , 38

This got really deep and weird and full of feelings and damn.1:Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie. - There is no way I could remember this. I was way too young and don’t remember how or when I saw it for the first time.

5:Talk about the best birthday you’ve had. - I don’t like my birthdays. I don’t like being the center of attention and my birthday parties are basically my friends having fun and me in the other room mostly on Tumblr. 

8:Talk about the thing you are most proud of. - There is no such thing :D Wow this whole thing is really depressing.

14:Talk about a vacation. - I’ve never really been to a vacation I’ve enjoyed because until now I’ve only went to vacations with my family and God knows they are annoying as fuck. Hopefully next year I will have great vacation on my own. 

16:Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to. - Oh I am such a sad person :D The best one I can think of … it wasn’t really a party it was more of a gathering. It was me, my best friend Maria and our 3 best boy friends. We had so much fun and it was so relaxed and amazing and I think about it a lot.

19:Talk about something that happened in middle school. - ahh middle school or as I like to call it .. that time of my life when I stop trying. What happened back then? My grades went so low it’s amazing I’m a senior. I fell in love … that sucked. I realized people are bad and that death is very real and close to all of us. It wasn’t fun.

22:Talk about your worst fear. - My worst fear are snakes. I can’t even look at a picture of one without my whole body shivering. They are pointless and I need them dead.

26:Talk about things you do when you’re sick. - I watch shows and I sleep A LOT. 

Lea Michele - Battlefield Basically I have problem with letting people go and I went through a tough period with my ex boyfriend when “being friends” just couldn’t work and I was very sad and mad at the same time and a lot of people got involved with our drama and they just couldn’t understand why we can’t let each other go .. This song so beautifully shows that emotion,it has made me cry … a lot.

You and IWe have to let each other goWe keep holding on but we both knowWhat seemed like a good idea has turned into a battlefield

Snow Patrol - RunSame person, slightly different situation. There was like a year when we were away from each other and we couldn’t see each other as much as I wish and we knew we need each other in our lives and it was tough and we were daily on the phone and texting all the time and it was terrible, but we knew we will make it through somehow.

To think I might not see those eyesMakes it so hard not to cryAnd as we say our long goodbyeI nearly do

Miley Cyrus - My DarlingBasically reminds me of myself. I need to remind myself there will never be anyone who I can trust other than myself. There was this guy who I wanted more than anything else and it was unhealhy and it ended bad for me. I fall in love, I fall for liars and my heart gets broken but I need to learn to overcome that and maybe, just maybe someone who will really care about me will show up and it’s going to be like a movie.

I ain’t pop no Molly but you still got me sweatingWhat happened to that feeling? We’ll never get it backI ain’t take no shots but you still got me highWhat happened to that feeling? I wish it wouldn’t stopWe were supposed to be togetherWe were supposed to be togetherThey say that love can hit you so fastPlenty odds are running out of timeBut ours is on the border walk, babyTake me as I am or notI can’t breathe without you, without you as mine

Arctic Monkeys - I wanna be yoursSo my second love was a full on mess. He was the worse choice I could’ve made and I fully understand what kind of an idiot I was. I was ready to do anything for him, I wanted to give him everything, to change myself, to be whatever and whoever he wanted me to be. Hella unhealthy as I said about the previous song. So basically this song shows how far up his ass I used to be :D 

You call the shots babeI just wanna be yoursSecrets I have held in my heartAre harder to hide than I thoughtMaybe I just wanna be yours

Sam Smith - I’m Not The Only One Weirdly and ironically I always end up with  broken heart and I always have stronger feelings than the other person and this song simply makes me cry my eyes out. I’ve been cheated on and I have been the other woman (without knowing it at the time) so this song is very painful.You’ve been so unavailableNow sadly I know whyYour heart is unobtainableEven though Lord knows you kept mineYou say I’m crazy'Cause you don't think I know what you've doneBut when you call me babyI know I’m not the only oneI have loved you for many yearsMaybe I am just not enoughYou’ve made me realize my deepest fearBy lying and tearing us up

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Seriously? Whoever is doing this needs to FUCK OFF.

[castlesmuse]

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Age:  18

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Food: Big Italian food lover! Healthy homemade snacks are my thing!

Drink: Water, coffee, tea, white wine, red wine, orange juice etc.

Book: Too many to list! I love reading in general.

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Song: As they're changing every few weeks, now I'm mostly listeting to Sam Smith's Stay With Me and The Cinematic Orchestra's cover of Beyonce's Crazy In Love, that's dope!

Movie: How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days, Catching Fire, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Almost every Marvel movie!

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Subject: Literature and Chemistry, probably Math.

Sport: Volleyball! 

Male Actor: Johnny Depp, Matthew McConaughey, Ryan Gosling, Bradley Cooper, Josh Hutcherson and some others

Female Actor: Jennifer Lawrence, Angelina Jolie, Amber Heard, Emma Stone, and many, many other fabolous ladies

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Best Friend: My first friend ever! 18 years old friendship, she's like my other half! ♥

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Piercing: Ears.

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NEXT. WEEK. STYDIA.

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oh Lork, Book!Elena is even worse than Show!Elena and I thought that wasn't possible. But Book!Caroline is a bit of a bad ass.

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justinbieber: ”Our love is Unconditional"

Are you sure? Are you sure Justin? Cause I bet in a week she will be talking shit again and laughing on national television because she made you cry and then she gonna go hang out in Niall's house and we all know they are not baking cookies in there. So sit your teen drama ass down.