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Should I start posting again??? If you think so send in your requests!!!

New start🤩🤩

[hestylesimagines]

Help me!!!

Hi Guys, I’m looking for an imagine! Harry is an college art student, who is dating YN but is put on a project with someone who makes YN feel insecure? I think its called “Scared of losing you”.. if someone could tell me the blog I’d SO appreciate it!!

[guccifloralharry]

okay not to be rude but Harry would be the one to be watching a romcom with you and then ignore the movie to watch you like one second he’d be laughing at a funny part then he’d reach over and grab your hand and use the pad of his thumb to rub across the palm of your hand and then another funny part would come on screen and he’d light up at the sight of you, seeing your angelic smile and hearing your laugh, then once you calmed down again he’d still be staring at you then he’d interrupt to say something like “you know, I could give you everything you’ve ever wanted and more. we could get married, get a house of our own, have a few curly headed children stumbling around. we could have that y/n. I could give you that. all you have to do is say the word, and it’s all yours.”

[hestylesimagines]

I’m Back!!

Hi guys, I’m going to be posting in about 10 mins so keep your eyes peeled!! Also I went to see Niall in Belfast on Tuesday night and honestly, BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE (so far) ;) 

[hestylesimagines]

Apologies, tears and possible break ups.. /HS

Part 2 of Shattered Glass

“Are we ever going to be okay again?” He whispered, “I use to think we could get through anything, this I’m not sure.”

I’ve spent the last two days ignoring Harry, when he was home I left and got Jeff to let me know when he had left so I could go home. Anything to avoid the pending the conversation that we so desperately needed to discuss the state of our relationship and whether or not we could ever come back from this.

Could we? I’ve been asking myself this question over and over again. I mean it was the first time he’s ever reacted like that but isn’t that usually how it starts? Everytime I consider forgiving him, I find myself in the mirror, eyes swimming over my bruising skin.

“You’re doing it again!” Alison snapped her fingers infront of my eyes, “YN, seriously what has gotten into you!” Your eyes met the concerned ones of your best friend’s. “Sorry, I haven’t been sleeping much.” I half lied, she nodded with squinted eyes telling me that she didn’t believe that was all that was wrong. 

“Have you spoken to Harry about these sleepless nights, it’s understandable after that guy nicking you with that bottle.” I tried not to wince at the lie I told my best friend to avoid my boyfriend from getting into any trouble that would cause more problems for us both. “He’s been working alot.” I said quietly, sipping at the lukewarm hot chocolate sitting infront of me. 

“Oh, well that sucks. If you’re lonely, you could always come and stay at mine the night? You might sleep better with some company in the house.” She proposed cheerily, happy with her idea. “I’ll let you know.” I promised before glancing at my watch, it was gone 4 in the afternoon. The time Harry usually left for the studio.

“I’m going to head home, get a shower and then I’ll let you know if I’m coming over or not.” She nodded, standing up to give me a hug before we both exited the Starbucks. “Talk to you later.” I called, walking towards my car and climbing in. 

It was a 10 minute drive from starbucks to mine and Harry’s house, parking out the front before climbing out and walking to the door. I unlocked the door, greeted by the silence I have been getting use to over the last couple of days. 

I sighed gently, toeing my shoes off before walking into the livingroom and collapsing on the settee with a loud sigh. Is this really what my relationship has turned into? 

Me and Harry have always had a very happy and peaceful relationship. Sure we have argued but never anything to the extent of us not talking to eachother for two days, but then again he’s never threw a glass at me before. Well the wall next to me.

“Hi.” I jumped turning around to find Harry, looking miserable as ever. “What are you doing home?” The words escaped my lips before I could stop them, mentally scolding myself for being so rude especially when I seen how wounded he looked at the question. 

“Couldn’t really concentrate. I’m surprised to see you home.” He said, slowly walking towards me. I watched him go to sit next to me, before hesitating and deciding to stand. “Oh.” I said, ignoring the last part.

“How are you?” He asked, biting his bottom lip. I shrugged, “You?” He copied my action of shrugging before sitting on the armchair next to me. “I really want us to talk, love.” He said quietly, I sighed before shaking my head. 

“I’m not ready.” I spat out in a hurry, his eyes widening before running his fingers through his hair furiously. “Then, when YN? When will you be ready, I’m trying to save our relationship here!” He cried out, shocking me at his outburst. 

“Save the relationship that you put in danger in the first place!” I snapped, before standing to my feet. “I’m going to stay with Ali tonight.” I decided, his face falling. “You’re leaving?” “For tonight, yes.” 

“You leaving isn’t going to help matters YN.” “Maybe I don’t want to ‘help matters, maybe the other night was the final straw for me.” I couldn’t help letting the words spilling from my mouth, but my heart dropped when I saw his face fall and his eyes building up with tears.

“Are you saying it’s over between us?” He whimpered, I sighed shakily whilst quickly brushing away the tear that has fallen. “I don’t know.” “Just give me a straight answer. Are you breaking up with me?” “I said I don’t know!” I snapped, pulling at my hair.

“i feel so suffocated! How am I suppose to answer this right now, I’m messed up Harry and why am I a mess? Because you through a goddamn glass during a temper!” He stumbled back at my outburst before I took a deep breath. “I just need time.” I breathed out, calming myself down. 

“Okay. I’ll give you all the time you want.” I nodded before turning my back to him and walking to the door when he stopped me, “I hope you know, I love you. More than anything in this world. You’re it for me.” I exhaled shakily whilst brushing away the tear. 

“I’m not questioning your love for me Harry, I know you do. The problem is that I’m questioning my love for you because seeing you like that is not someone who I want to love.” I admitted, ignoring the feeling of my heart shattering as I heard his broken gasp from behind me. 

I continued my journey, going up to our shared bedroom and grabbing my overnight bag. I packed a couple days worth of clothing, deciding against coming home tomorrow especially after what I had just admitted to my heartbroken boyfriend downstairs. 

“I don’t want you to leave our home.” I sighed hearing Harry’s cracking voice, “I’m only going to Ali’s.” I told him before turning around as the gasp caught in my throat at the sight of his red and puffy eyes. “But still, I could leave and then atleast I’d know you’re safe.”

“No, I need a break from all things of us and that means getting away from here too.” I explained, I stepped towards him and cupped his face in my hand. I watched as Harry leaned into my touch, “I’ll see you soon.” I promised. I sighed softly before leaning in and kissing his cheek. 

“I love you.” He said weakly, watching me smile gently before brushing past him and walking downstairs. I climbed into the car, a weak whimper escaping my lips with the sob I didn’t realise I had been even keeping in.

“I thought you were only staying one night.” Alison said, eyebrows furrowed whilst she looked towards the large bag sitting in the corner of her livingroom. “Things have been kind of rough between me and Harry. We just need some space from eachother.” I explained with a shrug, her eyes widening. 

“You and Harry are having problems? Holy crap.” I rolled my eyes before focusing on my hands, “We’ll be okay. I’m sure.” I said, hating that I was unsure whether that statement was true or not. 

“YN, can I ask you something?” I looked over at my best friend whilst nodding for her to continue. “Is Harry the reason behind the bruises and cuts?” I felt my heart stop, “I know Harry and I know if some guy really did get you with a bottle he wouldn’t leave your side. You’re avoiding him.”

I sighed shakily, running my fingers through my hair. “He didn’t mean too.” I whispered, listening to her gasp. “He was drunk, and was aiming for the wall but the shards caught me.” I explained, “That son of a bitch!” She spat, me glaring. 

“Stop it Ali! You weren’t there, he didn’t mean to hurt me and is devastated that he did. Our relationship is hanging by a thread and the last thing I need you to do is judging him and acting as though I’m in a relationship with domestic abuse when that is the farthest thing from the truth!” I snapped, watching her eyes widen. 

“Don’t you see YN? It doesn’t matter that he didn’t mean it! He can’t control himself when’s drunk!” “It was one time!” I spat, before standing up. “You don’t know anything about us. Stop pretending that you do.” 

I grabbed my bag and exited the house, I climbed into my car and punched at the steering wheel before making my way back to mine and Harry’s shared house. “YN.” He whispered, once he watched me walk through the door. 

“You’re back.” He choked out, hesitantly stepping towards me. “Me and Ali had a fight. I’m not back Harry, I’m going to stay with my parents tomorrow.” I stated sternly before he nodded with a sad smile. 

“Can I ask you something?” He said softly, I sighed before nodding despite dreading what was coming. “Are we ever going to be okay again?” He whispered, clearly scared for the answer that was coming. 

I sighed, whilst considering the answer with the thoughts swirling around my brain. I didn’t know whether we would be. I didn’t know if trusted him anymore and nothing hurts me more than  that because he was the person I trust more than anything until he threw that goddamn glass.

“Honest answer?” I asked, he sighed whilst nodding. “I use to think we could get through anything. This? I’m not sure.”

Part two of ‘Shattered Glass’ FINALLY!!

I’m really sorry guy’s for keeping you waiting so long and I’m sure you can tell from the ending, there will be a final part!

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[hestylesimagines]

Hi guys, I know I promised you a new imagine and I’m sorry I haven’t delivered.. everything has been falling apart around me the past couple of weeks and I need some time to get back to myself because I feel numb at the moment. I’m sorry for disappointing you guys, I’ll be back soon.💗

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I working on a new story:) Hopefully have it up within the next couple of days!! Always what did you all thing of ‘It’s always been you’????