#hatingmyselfmoreandmore

[chxvv]

Those nights of not even wanting to be here anymore.

[life-makeitbeautiful]

I never feel good, I'm never happy anymore, i hate myself, I don't look forward to anything, I'm always there for everyone when they need a shoulder to cry on but no one is ever there for me. I get yelled at for being in a bad mood, I'm "annoying" when I'm in a good mood. I'm obviously not good enough for anyone. Most people don't actually care, they just listen because they want new bits of drama to talk about. I get picked on all the time and everyone's excuse is "you're easy to pick on" or "you handle it really well and play along so its okay".... Well maybe I can't handle it anymore. I take so much shit from everybody and I'm done. I'm sick of it.

[life-makeitbeautiful]

I'm not hungry. Why do I keep eating....