#having a hard time..

[capricorn-goddess]

I feel like I haven't gotten any sleep.... I can barely breathe...

[flyalfialnxmi]

Fresh Air..

And my pills. I took them. Now I no longer see the world through a wolf's eyes. I'm going to go knit and drink tea. Goodbye.

[xthephoenixqueen]

So it turns out that my best friend in the entire world has cancer. She's 21 and only a few months older than me.

It's the most curable type of lymphoma there is, but still... people react differently to kemotherapy, and she's scared... and I am too but I'll never tell her. 

I didn't want the biopsy in her neck to come back as Hodgkins, but it did... ugh. 

We're so similar in so many ways. We met in a therapudic high school, and my friend has a lot of the same medical (mental) disorders that I do.

And not only that, but she's been dealt a rough hand of cards her ENTIRE life - her family is pretty poor, she's been raped, she was addicted to heroine, and so much more... 

And now she has cancer just after she was starting to blossom again.

If there is a god, why would they do this to her?