#having hope

[bitetherabbit]

this time last year i was really really depressed. today i am happy. im not "better" but im learning and improving and wanting to do more for myself. last year was a mix of good and bad, but most of the good was personal growth and im really proud of myself. never kill yourself, you never know what will happen. happy new year :)

[sensationsart]

Having Hope

[latibuleofwords]

I want to die. I want to keep on living.

I want to give up. I must strive forward.

I don't want to see you again. I can't live without you.

I want to take decisions for myself. Can someone please tell me what to do?

I can't do this anymore. I believe I'll overcome this.

-The mind is such a complicated place

[inlovewithquotes]

When you have lost hope, you have lost everything. And when you think all is lost, when all is dire and bleak, there is always hope.

- I Am Number Four

[kulliare]

if u were a person that someone didn’t want to talk to anymore would you rather they ghost you or tell you straight up

[thoughts-of-a-niqabi]

sometimes I’m disgusted with who I am and the things I do and I feel like Allah must be so angry with me. I feel I’m not worthy of being forgiven. But then I remember, Allah forgives those who ask for it. That I should not lose hope and give up on doing good deeds just because I’ve done so much already. While add on when Allah can still forgive me? When I haven’t died yet? When I have the option to still turn my life around? Or start my journey again? I don’t have to start reading Quran all day or praying all day. But I can still start on something. Try for anything and keep at it. Because Allah knows I’m human. That I will go through these ups and downs and the option to ask for forgiveness is always always there. That only Allah decides whether I’m worthy, whether I deserve hell, sees my scale of good deeds and bad deeds. 

Having hope is what keeps me going. Because I’m still alive. Even depressed, Allah is still there and with me. 

[wavyscottie]

Jumping into blessings like.. 😝