"I am not a good man. But I think... I like to think, I am somewhat justified.
"I was one of the founders of the City. I and five other men, we had the dream of a place where the idea of discrimination would be nothing but a bitter memory. We accepted all who came to our shores, so long as they were in need of refuge and not merely just looking for an easy target for pillaging.
"We worked for ten years before we had made any real headway. Ten long years labouring to raise a City from the rocky shores of northern Maine. A decade of toil, of sweat and blood. But at the end of it, we had a port City worthy of London in its day. It was only when the Puritans heard of our town, when the last remnants of the Inquisition came knocking at our walls, that we fell.
"They came with fire and steel, hatred and malice. They wanted nothing more than for us to surrender our refugees, our turncoats and betrayers to the crown and king. But most of all, they wanted us to surrender those of us who were, in their eyes, less than human. Those who sought our refuge for their unique appetites and cursed bodies. All of them were trophies to these men, but above all, they prized the witches we sheltered. I know this because while they wanted the children of night dead-- the lycanthropes, the strigoi and moroi, the revenants-- they wanted the witches alive.
"I would not allow it. Some... less than fortuitous among us thought of sending the coven out to deal with the invaders, but I would hear none of it. Then the fires started. With the flames they were setting upon us, it would be less than an hour before we were all naught but ash. I acted. I am not sure, even all these years later, whether or not I indeed regret it.
"Those who sought to betray our town and sell out the coven were put to grim use. The five other founders were quick to betray those we took in. I needed five living souls to open the gates of the Underworld and bring my plea directly to its grim tyrant. I regret having to deliver five of my most trusted brethren, but I knew that they would die happy to be of use to our family of outcasts. The five perished instantly as the Devil made herself known to us.
"I was surprised then that the Devil was a woman. I do not know why it surprised me so. After all, why else would the Devil so oppose the Father in Heaven? I remember my desperate plea, my demand for her to provide me with the power to defend our City. I remember her mocking smile, her promise to do so, as long as I paid a tithe every year. A due of whatever she demanded of us. I agreed, foolishly believing I would have the strength to pay the Devil her due.
"The fire stopped. None of our town were killed, though some were injured and a good deal of our town was burned. But it still stood. Those who opposed us looked on in fear and confusion. I faced them, standing on the highest hill overlooking their fleet of a dozen ships. And with but a click of my fingers, the flames they set to us flooded them instead. The Devil then informed me that I was to be granted a year of immortality. I asked why this was.
"And the Devil replied, 'Your town was once the lives of you and the other founders. Your immortality until then is paid with their lives. You will live as long as they would have combined. This is to ensure you can pay my price on time for as long as I ask you to pay my due.'
"One year later, I was to choose five members of our population to die for the town. The first few years were hard, as there were only a few dozen of us then. But as the years wore on and the town became a City, it became easier to justify keeping the town alive at the cost of hundreds over the years.
"Our end came in 1959, more than three hundred years after the deal was first made. Our City had a population over fifty thousand then. The Devil came to collect, and I told her, 'I cannot. I will not let that anyone die for the sake of the City anymore. This had to end sometime, and that time is now.'
"The Devil smiled. ‘Very well,' she said. 'Then I offer another option. I will still keep the town alive in exchange for one resident's life in place of five. And I will ask for no other due, no other tithe than this forevermore.'
"I could not resist. Only one would die instead of five, and no one would have to die ever again for the City? How could I not take that deal? I said yes immediately. The Devil smiled wider and held up a finger. 'However,' she said warningly, 'I choose who dies. And you know what happens if you refuse.'
"I hung my head. I relented. I asked her to name a citizen to die for the town.
"'Your daughter,' she said without hesitation. 'Your youngest, Chloe.'
"I felt my heart sink to unfathomable depths. The Devil was asking for the life of a five-year-old girl? My five-year-old girl? I wouldn't allow it. I never could abide by those who harmed children, whatever the reason. If I gave the Devil my Chloe, I'd be as awful as those I found most despicable. No, in fact, I'd be worse. I'd be the Devil.
"I said no. What else could I say?
"'No?' the Devil whispered menacingly. 'Are you sure about that?'
"And with a wicked grin and click of her fingers, the flames of three hundred years past raged through the City, razing every living thing in its path. I felt the rage of the fire myself, but I did not burn. Amidst the inferno, I heard the Devil's cackling voice.
"'I told you once you would live as long as your five founding fathers combined, didn't I?' she crowed.’ I may have forgotten to mention that one of your number was a true immortal, gifted with eternal vitality and youth. His life is now yours; how else do you think you survived all this time?'
"I cursed my brothers in arms. I cursed the life that was now mine. I cursed the Heavens for creating and casting out the angel who became Lucifer. I cursed the depths of Hell she called home. And most of all, I cursed myself, my hubris for dealing with the Devil so blindly.
"It has been over fifty years since that day. I have spent a considerable amount of energy and magic keeping others out of the City and keeping the ghosts and other undead in. This has become a City of rot and decay, an eternal monument to my moment of arrogance and foolishness. Once in a while, someone living makes it across the barrier, but they never leave it. Not alive, not in one piece. My City is no longer meant for the living. It's a haven for the dead and damned.
"What's more, I am the City. If I bleed, the City bleeds. If I mourn, the City mourns. If I die, the City dies. And I cannot afford the City to die, not when there are so many outcasts of the living world still seeking us out, living within our walls or under our streets. It is quite a torment to have so many dead voices in my head, so many ghosts seeking what they can no longer have with no way to relieve them.
"It is a form of Hell, I suppose, for I cannot die by any means I know of. Immortality is Hell enough, without the voices of fifty thousand dying voices every single second of every single day. I do not sleep. I do not rest. All of this makes it my Hell, my personal inferno.
"I am the City, and the City is my own personal Hell."