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[929-6ye-ayea]

Part 5- 2023 I still said Noooooooooooo

SO NO MATTER WHAT, THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER MAN IN MY LIFE: I MADE THAT CLEAR ONE TOO MANY TIMES. DONT TRY TO GET ME IN BED, DONT TRY TO TOUCH ME, STAY AWAY FROM ME, IF YOU CANT RESPECT ME VERBALLY, PHYSICALLY, EMOTIONALLY, OR SEXUALLY, or psychologically!!!! IT DOESNT MATTER IF WE DONT WORK OUT, IT DOESNT MATTER IF IM WEARING A RING. I DO NOT HAVE TO PROVE TO ANY MAN THAT IM TAKEN BY ANOTHER MAN OR NOT!!! I SAID NO!!!

NO MEANS NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER; LOOK AT HER OR A PICTURE... IF SOME MEN TREATED YOUR DAUGHTER THIS WAY HOW WOULD YOU FEEL!!!

ALL BECAUSE I FELL IN LOVE WITH A GUY AND WANTED NOTHING BUT TO BE HIS LOVE AND PART OF HIS FAMILY???

AND THE SIMPLE FACT STILL REMAINS I SAID NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOTHING LIKE THIS SHOULD EVER HAPPEN TO ANYONE BECAUSE THEY FELL IN LOVE WITH SOME ONE. I AM NOT CRAZEY, I AM NOT HIGH, I AM NOT DRUNK, I AM NOT HAVING AN EPISODE!!!!!!

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Part 5- 2023 I said Noooooooooo

IM SORRY YOUR NOT USED TO WOmeN FALLING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND WANTING TO BE FAITHFUL. IM SORRY YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO LISTEN AND ACTUALLY REALIZE HE WAS THE FIRST GUY TO RESPECT ME AND ALL THIS HAS DONE WAS TO trY TO GET HIM to DISRESPECT ME ON PURPOSE SO YOU GUYS WOULD LOOK BETTER. IM SORRY IF YOU KNEW YOUR FRIEND WAY BEFORE ME AND GOT OFFENDED THAT I REFERRED TO HIM AS MY BEST FRIEND... IM SORRY I WASNT THE PARTIER OR GIRL WHO HUNG AROUND UP TOWN.

IM SORRY THAT LIKE EVERYONE I HAVE A PAST JUST LIKE HE DOES. IM SORRY THAT I FELL FOR YOUR BROTHER, SON, NEPHEW, FRIEND, FAMILY MEMBER, BUSINESS ASSOCIATE AND YOU FELT AS IF I WAS TRYING TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HIM. IM SORRY YOU COULDNT SEE ME FOR WHO I TRULY WAS ... IM Sorry THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM, FOR WHO HE WAS NO MATTER WHAT I DIDNT KNOW, ALL HIS PASTS, ALL HIS FLAWS, ALL THE THINGS NO ONE SEEN NOR COULD EVER APPRECIATE...

BUT FOR THE MEN WHO KEEP BUGGING ME AND TELLING ME THAT IM WRONG... WE WERE NEVER GIVEN THE CHANCE IN ALL OF THIS...

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Part 4- 2023 I said Noooooooooooooo

So to be very clear one more time... If some of the people involved wouldn't have been telling us both lies or that we were the wrong person, we never would have been going through most of it. He (and I do mean Thomas Ozdyck)...never hit me, he never abused me, he was the 1st and only person in 2019 that ever showed me respect, that made me see how priceless I was inside and out not just by looks but what he seen and heard himself. A woman's self esteem is more priceless when she's knows it And stands by it. When a man does that for her and gets her back onto the path of GOD and Jesus Christ, she holds on for as long as she can.

That's how I know it was real, it doesn't matter how short of time it was. You were not me, you did not go through all the damaging crap in my life.

SO PLEASE STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP!!!!!! IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU THINK MY CHOICE ISNT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME. IT DOESNT MATTER IF YOU THINK IM BEING SELFISH FOR ONLY WANTING TO BE WITH ONE PERSON FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. IT DONT MATTER IF YOU THINK I NEED TO BE TAKEN CARE OF. IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT YOU THINK OF HIM WHAT YOU THINK OF ME IF YOU WERE IN ON THE JOKE OR IF YOUR SOMEONE NEW that's playing well into there scheme.

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Part 3- 2023 I said Nooooooooooooo

FOR SOME OF YOU IT WAS, "WE HAD TO MAKE SURE SHE WAS THE RIGHT ONE"... "WE THOUGHT YOU WERE MAKING HIM UP"... "WE DIDNT KNOW YOU KNEW HIM BEFORE 2020"... WERE JUST GOING TO GET YOU ALL NICE AND FAT SO HE HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO TAKE YOU"... OR OTHERS WITH THE SAME NAME AS ME AND Dating the other Tommy k there... How much did you play into it?.

I WAS NEVER IN ON ANY OF YOUR SCHEMES WHATEVER IT MAY HAVE BEEN!!! I CANT EVEN GET MY NUM TO THE GIRLS MARTHA OR LIZZIE OR LINDSEY OR KATIE, ...BEING CUT OFF FROM THEM LIKE IM USED TO IN THE PAST. AND THE MEN REPLYING OH I HAVE IT ON FACEBOOK. I HAVE LOST MY KIDS, MY FAMILY, AND YEAH I HAVE BECAUSE THE ONLY WAY WE COMMUNICATED WAS THROUGH FACEBOOK YOU INCONSIDERATE CREEPS!!! IVE LOST Everything IF I HADNT I WOULDNT HAVE SPENT THE LAST 3 CHRISTMAS'S ALONE.

Thomas Ozdyck (yes it's a real name) and no offense but I do not mean Tom as in the mayor, sosinski, Osbourne, Wilhelm as in my cousin, or kabowski or any other Thomas or Tom there might have been in townlike they tried to make it out to be like!!!!

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PART 2 -2023 I Said NOOOOOOOOOOO:

Maybe you should see a dentist go get your teeth fixed maybe then he will date you... Stealing my notebooks and journals about the stuff I heard and had written down and pieces of my artwork on it. Taking my clothes while I was sleeping stealing my stuff, bullying me every single day just like they did in middle school... But this was worse than middle school or highschool. Because this town was well aware of it and they let it happen.

Not to mention when they followed my period cycle and would comment on my own fertility cycle. But when I would try to talk about what happened in Decatur, Illinois with the Miscarriage they all called me a liar. The ones involved. Some changes after they realized. Going as far as to saying they would wait til I was sleeping and put THIER semen in me, or touch me that's how they thought I wasn't able to have children. Or how everything in the beginning of fall 2020 WAS just a ploy to try and trick me into marrying one of them.

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Part 1-2023 No means no... I said nooooooooo

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, IN THE LAST 2 YEARS WHAT MAKES ANY MAN THINK THAT I WILL CHANGE MY MIND... AND NOT A DAMN ONE OF YOU HELPED ME AT FINDING HIM, Thomas Ozdyck, WHEN I GOT BACK TO TOWN OR WHEN I MET TOU AND ASKED YOU ABOUT HIM. IT WAS A ALL A BIG JOKE ON ME. NO ONE "KNEW HIM" Because HE DIDNT CUM INSIDE OF THEM. AT FIRST YOU ALL WERE SAYING TO ME. REFERENCING WHAT Thomas said to me that first day. But yet you all could dress up like him and make fake profiles. The ones involved would call me a liar about everything even my children and the abuse I went through and about my accounts I've been locked out ofON SOCIAL NETWORKS. Those involved knew things about myself and my family's things, homes, well being, storage sheds, etc and NOONE would tell me. Funerals were missed of my relatives and you all thought it was funny. Holding certain moments about my mother, father, brother, children, things that NOONE else knew and you would do it when the whole place was full. Those involved would do things to me while I was sleeping, torment me every night to make it to where I was afraid to sleep, follow me and mess with me and when I would say something you would try to make it like I was the CRAZEY one. Holding the private beach sign up knowing exactly what I was referring to. Trying to pressure me into doing anything further with any of you. AND WHENEVER I WOULD STAND UP FOR MYSELF AND SPEAK UP EVERY ONE PRETENDED NOT TO HEAR, MOST OF YOU SAT THERE NOT SAYING A WORD THE TRUSTEE AND EVERYONE ELSE Including CHURCH OFFICIALS LOOKED THE OTHER WAY AND JUST TRIED TO BLAME IT ON ME BEING CRAZEY OR Smoking METH.