Nov 19, 2020
been listening to a lot of flyleaf lately .. pretty reflective of my mental health
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been listening to a lot of flyleaf lately .. pretty reflective of my mental health
it may just be me but i’m all here and ready to support nonbinary/genderqueer Gene Belcher
I’ve been hand nursing a week old orphaned rat and he passed away last night.. I’m heartbroken my boyfriend has been helping me take care of him and it’s currently 6:30 am and I called him at 5 am when I found out but I’m just so crushed to have to tell him our baby passed away .. we knew this was a possibility .. a big one but I had so much hope every step he took every hair he grew did not go unnoticed he was loved and pampered and devoted to. I start crying all over again thinking about how my boyfriend will react. I never want him to feel this pain but it’s the cycle of life especially with rats. It hurts a lot. We will heal.
NO SHADE BUT going thru my notes and everytime I see a blog w a punk guys selfie as the icon I scroll down and see : aesthetic tattoo post, anarchism post, old pictures of punx, then porn and that’s it that’s every single one of y’all s blogs and I’m just.. laughing my ass off to myself how a good portion of my followers are y’all.. keep up the good work hahahahah
Why I love tumblr : ghosted my blog for almost two years and now that I’m back to posting my followers are still active and I’ve maintained mutuals
Today’s mood is wanting to use my tumblr again but this blog is basically an archive of the worst mental health period of my life n feeling uncomfortable going thru it and seeing the person I was but not wanting to restart on a new blog bc some of the relationships I’ve built on here, while inactive are important to me n I don’t wanna lose these documented memories
Highly recommend trying to get tumblr famous in 2017, ditching tumblr and completely re shaping yourself as a person in 2018 then returning to ur shit fire tumblr in 2019 to post self reflective walls of texts and cursed selfies
Today’s mood? Thinking hard about what it means to be a non binary person for me personally. I live in Santa Cruz California which is probably the best place to be plopped on the planet as a afab queer person.. but what happens when this chapter of my life closes and I leave.