Concerned about so many possibilities at my appointment in a week, preparing for all those possibilities basically and feeling insane. I'm really trying not to dwell but being sick it's like there's not much to do but think because I'm really trying not to push myself physically because I want this cold over ASAP... I promise I'm trying not to think about it too much .
#he speaks#I DO want to go over my concerns with my mom next I see her#because I will have her in with me#and so she knows where my head is at and what my concerns are#both making sure I don't just shut down and being a backup for if I need to advocate for myself...#because I do have many questions and two specific things I would like to deal with
