I was twenty-one, studying history at Oxford by fluentinhistory
Judges' comments: "Ethan’s narration overlaying footage of the Giles we knew up to this point, then him coming unraveled as his past comes back to bite him, is expertly done. The footage from early Anthony Head projects is cleverly inserted to tell the story of his youthful downfall. Loved this!"
Headline Awards 2025: Giles Fanfic (Long-fic or Series)
Further From Home by zombiesam (Dark Romance/Thriller)
Judges' comments: "It was a raw take on season 6 and the dark topic woven throughout. But Zombiesam did an excellent job of harnessing the dark topics of the season and weaving it throughout this story. Giles' pain was tangible at various points throughout. I think Zombiesam managed to capture the emotional complexities of what Giles was going through quite well. The underlying love he had for Buffy was obvious, but one could understand why he was reluctant to tell her. Several scenes made me emotional. The pain he was feeling, consumed with the vengeance of a spirit whose sole desire was to protect the one they love. I loved the parable of Giles' devotion and love for Buffy, and how it fed off of their mutual struggle to deal with the emotional ramifications of Buffy's resurrection and their growing feelings."
the face of someone (i don't know) by guin_ramble and zombiesam (Erotic/Psychological)
Judges' comments: "This is a rather interesting take on the events of Buffy's depression, especially given its reinvention of canon events. Giles providing Buffy with a stable and safe outlet to her inner turmoil is raw and often arousing. The mounting tension of their feelings for one another keeps you invested when you analyse their interactions during these intimate encounters with one another. It places Giles in an interesting light and makes you think about what could have been had Buffy turned to him for the darker impulses she experienced during season 6. Guin_Ramble and Zombiesam created a thought-provoking narrative place Buffy in a situation with Giles where she needed to trust him implicitly."
The Giles Family Tree by Cosmic_Cowgirl (Fantasy/Adventure/Romance)
Judges' comments: "This was a fun take on Giles' everlasting good looks. I enjoyed the effort that went into creating an elaborate story for Giles' often elusive past. It was entertaining to see the events unfold and Giles' reaction to Buffy undertaking a dangerous quest to spend the rest of her life with him. Cosmic_Cowgirl created a fun story that isn't too reliant on canon events to make it work."
Judges' comments: "This video shows so many aspects of Giles’ personality, relationships, and pain within such a short time. Seven seasons of love, loss, holding people up and letting them down, all edited brilliantly side by side. I felt his anguish and others’ love for him through this. Such a fantastic tribute to the character."
Judges' comments: "I really loved this push-pull of both of these characters being so guarded but still falling into each other, despite everything they’ve been through. So many lines in this that are so deliciously Rupert and Ethan; the character writing is on point. It’s an honest romance that isn’t too sickly sweet or happily ever after– we know some people will never really change."
"Callmevampy has managed to provoke a deep appreciation for Gethan stories. I liked that this was told exclusively through Ethan's POV, allowing us to see Giles through the eyes of someone other than a Scoobie. There is something deeply profound about Giles seeking comfort (perhaps not intentionally) in Ethan during a chance encounter. It's bittersweet when you question what could have been had these two not endured such a traumatic past together. Few stories actually take the time to explore Giles' grief and despair after leaving Sunnydale; and I love that this is done through Ethan, allowing us a raw and unfiltered look at Giles."
A Tale of Two Doms (Chapter 1) by Cosmic_Cowgirl (Erotica/Romance)
Judges' comments: "BDSM is a tricky topic to write, especially when it comes to keeping the facts of such relationships in line with reality. Although I am not a fan of such topics, this was a very good take on how such relationships work. Giles' portrayal as a gentler Dom falls in line with the show's overall portrayal of him. He has the ability to be aggressive and assertive when needed, but it's bellied by the gentler nature he often reserves for those close to him. Cosmic_Cowgirl managed to nail this aspect of Giles' character perfectly. And despite my aversion to the topic of the narrative, this was superb."
Winner - humble abode by ifonlyiwaswittier
“There is a wealth of fanfiction that delves into the dynamic of Giles and Buffy's relationship in later seasons, but it's rare that a writer tackles their season 1 relationship. This fic does exactly that, and it is an absolute gem. Giles is flabbergasted by how to handle the teenage charge that has been dropped into his life, and Buffy for her part also seems unsure how to interact with this not-quite-father-figure who has been saddled with the responsibility of training her. The resulting study of both characters is beyond endearing. It speaks to the "accidental child acquisition" trope that so many fanfiction readers adore while executing the idea in a fresh and delightful way.”
Runner-up - How Wars Are Won by TheScholarlyStrumpet
“Canon doesn't do season 7 Giles any favors, especially with his choice to betray Spike. This story gives us deep and believable insight into his state of mind during that infamous scene and allows us to see that he was truly doing what he thought was best for Buffy. The relationship between Slayer and Watcher that has grown tense over the years is expertly represented here in a way that makes the reader's heart ache for both of them and the circumstances that have brought them here.”
Twosome of Cuteness Award [Best Romance]
Winner - Connected by RoselynnThornwood
“In the aftermath of Eyghon, we start with Giles’ heartbroken and contemplating the rift in his and Jenny's relationship. When they end up in the same place at the same time, we get to witness their reconciliation as Jenny teaches Giles how everything is connected through magic. Beautifully written, you can feel the desire that Jenny and Giles have for each other despite all that they've recently been through.”
Runner-up - (What’s a little pain) between friends by Melacka
“It’s fun to see these two oddly comfortable with each other in a morning-after scenario, considering their past. Ethan steps into an unusually domestic role to make them breakfast and it’s lovely seeing Giles let his guard down to enjoy the situation for what it is. Ethan has several charming, smarmy lines in this that won us over. The story has a healthy serving of flirtation and teasing between the two and we loved seeing the softer side of Giles and Ethan combined with the edginess from their canon relationship.”
Good Squirm Award [Best Smut]
Winner - biological necessity by The_Eclectic_Bookworm
“A wonderfully written piece, watching Giles fall apart as he tries to fight the demon venom and the desires it caused. The tension builds until it erupts into a purely raw moment between Giles and Jenny as they figure out that they both have feelings for each other even without the influence of the venom.”
Runner-up - La Petite Mort by Ilovehowyouletmefall
“A rollercoaster of a story, starting with Jenny and Giles fighting for their lives with Angel, neither willing to leave without the other. The adrenaline culminates in a truly intimate moment, reminding themselves that they are alive and they are together. You can feel both their tension and their relief as they recover from their nightmarish night.”
Dark Age Award [Best Dark]
Winner - Nattens Stillhet by Nooty
“The language in this story definitely evokes the spiraling, inescapable feeling of deep depression and obsessive regret. We see the typically logical, practical Giles who only cares about the needs of others irrevocably cracking and falling away in his weakest moments, leaving a bitter, broken man at the end of his rope. When Giles loses control alone, harming himself and desperate for his life to be over (if it can’t be different) in a way we rarely if ever see in the show, it’s devastating to read and will stick with the reader for a long time.”
Runner-up - Gone by Witchee_writer
“It’s wistful and tragic seeing Ethan magically projecting himself and Rupert into the space they once shared together to see him one last time. The decades of problems between them are put aside for Ethan’s dying moments, where almost no one will know his heroic last acts. The author ensured we can feel the love Ethan has for Rupert under the antagonism he’s always displayed. Afterward, we see Giles’ love in return as he goes through denial and carries on as normal through his shock and grief, which felt true to how the character would act, putting aside his own feelings to focus on Buffy and the mission. This story functions well as part of the comics-universe canon or can be read as a post-show standalone.”
The You Were the One I Loved Award (Fan Favorite Giles Story)
Winner - What You Make by The_Eclectic_Bookworm
Runner-up - Going to Bed by The_Eclectic_Bookworm
Thank the to thenewbuzzwuzz for making our award banners!
“Such a perfect English love. Even with a joke gone too far, Herc's love shows through. He would hold her hand and follow Carolyn anywhere. Thank you for showing us the quiet side of the love of Herc and Carolyn.”
Runner-up - Wrecked Again by Ynyseira
“In only 100 words you raise Giles up to the clouds only to dash him to the earth. Only a second of bliss for the poor watcher. Thank you for giving it to him. And to us.”
Epic Award [Best Series/Long-fic]
Winner - Nocturne by RoselynnThornwood and The_Eclectic_Bookworm
“Nocturne meaning is and they weren’t kidding when naming this fic. This is an incredible fic that covers not only the Buffy verse but the original Vampire story - Dracula. Both writers did an amazing job writing across both worlds, convincingly weaving them together without losing the key facets of what makes each one recognizable. Some really amazing key snippets are dropped into the story which make it a fascinating read. The sensory, mouth-watering writing of Stoker was captured really well. Though, don’t be put off if you haven’t yet read Dracula.
Setting the story to “The Wish” verse was a great choice, allowing for the cross-over and this plot to play out convincingly. The structure followed Stoker’s novel, so it is in journal/correspondence format throughout. It may have been better for the story to shift out of that once the story is brought back to the Buffy Verse but it is still an amazing read. Lead and supporting characters are incredibly well written. Oz was great for instance.
It is a nerve-wracking fic throughout and you honestly find it unnerving the more you read. It is dark, sad and morbid - which is true to both Verse’. This series just gets better and better. The layering of the Buffy plot and storylines come to the fore as the story progresses, each element being cleverly interlaced and rewritten. There is a comparison between “traditional”/Buffyverse vampires and Dracula-spawned vampires which demonstrates the really simple but clever way the two worlds collide and meld.
The writers also add more depth behind their concept with knowledge of the wider Buffyverse (comics, novels & games), giving us an entirely different take on the idea of a Vampiric Giles. This is certainly hands down a far better & exciting version than the official Buffy stories that were published.
This fic is the epitome of “good squirm”.”
Runner-up - I Got You Babe by Skyson
“This year’s runner up was such a close second it was a hard choice to make. I Got You Babe is reminiscent of the classic Love film we all know and love. Not strictly a song-fic, this fic has its own soundtrack that “plays” thought out and sets the tone.
Set post series, the writer allows us to venture down a familiar path that we all enjoy losing ourselves in. It’s an affectionate fic. Not just for the buffy/Giles relationship, but also between the other characters. It’s a slow burn fic which feels natural. You believe the characters are truly in love and are under no rush. It’s frustrating but in such a good way.
The fic places the characters in different circumstances post-show, therefore they are similar but different to the characters from canon, but still with their quirks. The writer confidently does this and demonstrates their knowledge of the show’s characters. The more you read the fic, the more you begin to realize that the fic is centered around Buffy’s development and her reaching maturity and it follows the change she makes into the woman she becomes.
What makes this fic a breath of fresh air is instead of dramatic or extenuating circumstances acting as a catalyst, the characters come together naturally and without pressure. That doesn’t make this fic any less sexy; the desire they feel for each other makes for an intense compilation of love scenes, but the writer doesn’t rush.
The story works through at its own pace and takes the time to cleverly place us back in the Sunnydale we all remember. There’s even a little callback to Giles’ original wardrobe. So, though it is an alternate future storyline, it is reassuringly reminiscent.
It gives us everything we want, including a final chapter that gives us a happy ever after.”
Behind Green Eyes Award [Best Characterization]
Winner - proffer to displace by knapp_shappeys (Herc Shipwright)
“Meeting up with Herc as Air Caledonian is in talks of a merger with Swiss Airways. We follow Herc's history with Air Caledonian and watch Herc battle with the idea of uncertainty as the layoffs and reassignments begin, and we get to ride the rollercoaster as Herc realizes he's made the cut and then is immediately brought crashing down when he gets the call from Linda that she hasn't.”
Runner-up - A Perilous Path by archaeologist_d (Uther Pendragon)
“In this we see a younger more confident Uther with a raw desire to conquer all. He has proven himself the strongest fighter and he will leave a lasting legacy no matter the cost. Truly capturing his arrogance as he believes the sacrifice to have a son will be of no consequence to him as he pictures his perfect life as King. All the more tragic that we as the audience know what fate awaits him.”
Thanks to thenewbuzzwuzz for creating out prize banners!
Winner - New team bonding traditions by Impatientseamstress
“I never thought I'd read a Rupert Mannion- centered fic that would leave me feeling good, but Impatientseamstress has managed to create what I had previously deemed impossible. This writer clearly has a love for the canon, as their characterization of everyone from Moe to Ted to the aforementioned slimy villain is absolutely spot-on. They get into Rupert's head and nail that haughty man-of-privilege attitude that makes us love to hate him so much, and the result is a delightful read that truly captures the spirit of what *Ted Lasso* is all about-- even when Richmond is being mean, they're loveable nonetheless. And who doesn't love to see Rupert Mannion get the passive-aggressive comeuppance he deserves?”
Runner-up - proffer to displace by knapp_shappeys
“This story has lovely prose and engaging descriptions which elevates what we get from the original audio format. It takes a relatively small plot point from the canon and fleshes out a backstory full of the reasons and relationships that led to Herc’s decision concerning Zurich. Herc and Linda’s relationship is unique and nuanced. His care for her in her moments of need and the way her ambitions influence his decision is very moving. It’s clear the author has a real love for these characters and also put a lot of effort into being knowledgeable about the airline industry to write this.”
Imagine You and Me Award [Best Romance]
Winner - The Necromancer by Ryne
“Though told from Nimueh's point of view, this story beautifully captures the turmoil in Uther's heart at the loss of his wife. He forces Nimueh's hand to do his bidding with a brutal rage only a king can command, and yet we're so clearly given the insight into the grief that drives him that it is impossible not to look on him with sympathy. In fewer than two thousand words, we're given despair and hope and despair again written with heartbreaking grace.”
Runner-up - adrift in space, or whatever by timeladyleo
“A beautifully written piece that highlights the relationship between Herc and Carolyn. The right touch of humor as Carolyn teasingly sets Herc up to face his fears under the guise of a visit to a vineyard.”
Gold Blend Award [Best Smut]
Winner - Anatomy 101 by RoselynnThornwood
“This is a really fun and unique premise, dancer Marni learning anatomy from med student Nathan through putting her own body on the line. The action is slow, tantalizing, and dangerous as he slices the body parts she can’t identify correctly, working his way through her bones and muscle groups toward parts she would very much miss if she got it wrong. Though this takes place before the canon you can definitely see an early darkness manifesting in Nathan as we would come to know him, which was entirely let loose when he lost Marni.”
Runner-up - In Anticipation Of by Unsentimentalf
“The pace is slow and uncertain between Herc and Douglas, the power dynamic shifting at a moment’s notice, which lends itself to the payoff being satisfying. You’re never really sure who’s playing who. There is humor throughout while maintaining the sexy nature of the fic, with a side helping of occasional fear from Herc, which is impressive in its own right.”
The May the Best Man Win Award (Fan Favorite Other Character Story)
Winner - New team bonding traditions by Impatientseamstress
“Buffyworld has an excellent concept. More than just a
character study, it has that special jewel-like quality of a
really excellent, fully-contained story written in very few
words. Nice segue from grief to anger.”
Runner-up - don’t have the blood to show by rippergiles
“don’t have the blood to show is a poignant character study
that reveals Giles’ thoughts as he digs Buffy’s grave. It’s
lovely that the author gave him three nightmare scenarios
in relation to Buffy: that he’d barely been aware of her first
death, that he’d taken her powers, and that he feels this
second death is his fault. It’s interesting to see this bookish
Watcher, who works so often in his head, doing this physical
labor as a penance. It’s heart-wrenching to see him thinking
through potential futures for Buffy even as he digs her grave.
And the conclusion is heartbreaking: he drags his feet while
digging because it won’t be possible to put her in the grave
until he’s done.”
Twosome of Cuteness Award [Best Romance]
Winner - Something Old, Something New by TheScholarlyStrumpet
"I always feel these two need a bit of a push to really take
action or else it feels out of character, and this writer
handles that beautifully. The way the tension of the story
is fueled by their mutual self-restraint rather than random
obstacles feels very right for them. This was hands down
our first choice."
Runner-up - Emergence by Antennapedia
“This is a delicious and fun little romp from the beginning
to the end. Angst and longing, laughter and “Ow.” Kudos,
and a story well done. “And that was it… as they say.””
Good Squirm Award [Best Smut]
Winner - Ama Unum Maxime by mswhich
“This is such a fun category to judge and the competition
is always fierce. This year the winner of the Good Squirm
Award goes to Ama Unum Maxine by mswhich. Anyone
who reads this fanfic will admire the fantasy - because
let's be honest, who hasn't fantasized about Rupert Giles
admitting his very horny feelings for you in the sunnydale
library? You will leave this fanfic frustrated only because
you've already wished a million times you could be in
Willow's shoes and research with Giles all hours of the night,
and this story explores one of the many late-night study fantasies they could have shared. Even if you are put off by the idea of Giles and Willow, you can easily put yourself in her shoes and still relate to their feelings and the fantasy. This fanfic, without question, deserves the smut award for putting words to a fantasy we all secretly (or not so secretly) share!”
Runner-up - Highly Professional Colleagues by RoselynnThornwood
“I admire RoselynnThornwood's ability to write a smut story
that stays true to character - because many times,
unfortunately, the characters we love get lost and their
personalities become unrecognizable when authors attempt
to write smut. However, RoselynnThornwood held on to the
character’s voices throughout the story for every character
that made an appearance. If you are looking for a quickie
that is completely believable without straying too far from
canon, this fanfic is a great pick! Plus, bonus points for
introducing fans to the boudoir artist at the end! (I've
subscribed to her patreon account and can attest that the artwork for this story is steamy and amazing)! Great work!”
Dark Age Award [Best Dark]
Winner - Broken by RoselynnThornwood
"The title says it all. You will feel broken after reading the heartache and indecision Giles has to endure in order to safeguard Buffy's life as well as his own. The story begins rather familiarly as it takes place at the end of the second season when Angelous is doing what he does best: tourture. Giles sees that Buffy has been dragged into his nightmare and you can feel his heartbreak at the thought of what horrors await her. Unfortunately he couldn't have imagined what he would be asked to do.......
Broken is as dark as it gets for a relationship like Buffy and Giles that is built on so much trust and fatherly love. The story will have you on the edge of your seat, wishing you could look away but compelled to read on for what awaits is a twist few could see coming."
Runner-up - Help by witchee_writer
“This story has layers of darkness wrapped within it, from
Angel’s desperation for help, his memories of torturing Giles,
and the revenge enacted on him by Ethan Rayne that toes
the line between playful and bitter. Giles’ own conflicted
feelings toward Angel mirror what we see in the show and
as such this story fits in nicely as a slight divergence from
canon events. It also has a surprising domesticity between
Ethan and Rupert, seen through Angel’s eyes as well as their
own. It’s a fun relationship that everyone knows is bad for
them but we love it anyway.”
You Were the One I Loved Award [Fan Favorite Giles Story]
Winner - i may have died, but your loving raised me by The_Eclectic_Bookworm