Even after flying a across the world You still know exactly how to keep your grip on me firmly in place. You know how to play with my head, to make sure you still have a designated spot in my mind and how to keep me holding on to hope when you have no intentions of following through with us again. as much as I hope you don't, and as much as i still try to see the kindness in your heart, I think part of you loves still having this hold on me and it's something you will forever try to keep. You know the right things to say to make me carry on hoping we'll have another shot at this, at us. you also know how to say everything so subtly, so 'kind of', so when the time comes and I'm annoyed cause you've been with someone else or asking you 'what are we doing' You can still back yourself with 'I never said we'd be together' I'm tired of playing this game with you, but we both know I'll never stop. I just wish you cared enough for me to stop this for the both of us, so I can move on and find someone else and be happy again. But I guess this is a circle I'm always going to run round.. Even a million miles away from you. So for now.. Even in a completely different time zone.. I love you.. And I guess I always will