After being away from home for almost a month, it has occur to me that my last relationship has pushed me onto a different route, gave me another POV & insight on a lot of things.
More tolerable? Probably. But I know exactly what I want and what I will not put up with.
This last trip away from home made me realize that I'm fine away from my family, but I am not independent enough to face the world and move out yet, but it has made me make plans for that future.. in the next 5 months, the earliest.
This trip also made me go out of my comfort zone and do things I've never thought I would do cause I'm just that scared to do a lot of things.. and since my cousins have hop on this workout/bulking grind, it got me more motivated to work out & my ex (of 10 years) and his crazy diet got me to be a lot more health conscience... (like if my company doesn't already do that to me..)
Back home and going back on my workouts so I can lose all these weights from eating so much! & going to planning this move out by the end of the year to LA. (my heart is definitely there)