#heart update

[lovesick-glitch]

Hey you! Yes you! Alter that is dating another alter! You're amazing you know that? I mean do you realize how much love you have to give that you share it in your own head! How cool is that!!! I know you may feel like your relationship isn't valid or that it's weird or that you do a lot of stuff wrong but I promise you that I may not know you...but I think your doing great!

[sanguinesunshinee]

Asra has my whole heart y'all, I'm whipped

[lovesick-glitch]

Hey...just wanna say no matter what your inner system relationship looks like...it's valid. Your doing great i don't care if your relationship doesn't make sense to others what matters is that it makes at least a little sense to you...I'm proud of you two or three or whatever how many I'll be there for the wedding

[hauntedghostpuppy]

heart update ✨️

i will not be getting medication, cuz every medication has side effects and it could be too risky for me

instead they're gonna poke around and see if i need an ablation, very high success rate and very low risk of any unsavory side effects especially at my age

i'll post hospital bed pics 🧚‍♀️🎀

my heart could also be acting up because i don't drink enough water and i don't eat enough nutrients so you're all encouraged to kick my ass about that

I'M GONNA BE A OKAY!!

[thedulcet-lingers]

[fuckittyfuckfuckfuck]

My heart/chest is getting so much worse to the point where I wake up in the night b/c I can't breathe and now I'm actually avoiding sleep b/c of it. And I keep getting it even when I eat and drink normally and don't purge and don't exercise (like today) and tbh it's really fucking scary and idk what to do about it

So yeah, rn it hurts to breathe and think it'd be pretty ironic if the suicidal girl died of natural (well not so natural but ya know what I mean) causes

Like I mean I never thought I'd die in my sleep but now the probability of it happening is increasing, which is pretty weird tbh

And don't think I'm over exaggerating it sometimes it's so bad I think I'm having a heart attack

Obviously I'm not but still I literally can't breathe when it happens. And when I'm normal/it's not happening, it still hurts to inhale b/c idk whether I've strained my chest muscle from purging or not but it hurts to breathe deeply etc