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I managed to finally upload this. My iPhone is broken and I cant edit well, plus my iPod kept crashing during editing 😅 Heres another Draw My Life!! ^v^

“During middle school, my dad took me and my sister to Virginia to stay over for a week. I live in New York, so it was a whiles away. I was still a moody and emo child at the time, and among the panic attacks, anxiety, and stress, I was reaching my low point. My dad promised all the wonderful things we would do out there. Sightseeing, digging for crystals, eating out at restaurants, etc, but we never did any of that. My sister and I just spent every day babysitting our siblings. The only places we went to were places like Costco. One night, my stepmom got upset when I was arguing with my dad and she called my mom a gold digging bitch. My dad kept us longer than the promised 1 week which turned into two. When we got home, we both bursted into tears. My home didn’t feel like a home. I didn’t feel like I belonged anywhere.”

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The reason why this was delayed is because I struggled with hands like I’ve never struggled before... EVEN WITH reference!! And I LOVE drawing hands :”)

(Btw my first manga was Kamichama Karin)

“Amid the chaos, my mom wanted to give me maybe something else to focus on. Perhaps she had just wanted to give me a hobby...or she had just found it interesting, but on my way to school she had wanted to give me a gift. She was so excited and she asked me to hold out my hands. She took out of her bag, a book wrapped in plastic. It was my first manga. I had never seen anything like it...Thank you mom...”

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I think Eva really...played a role in me bottling my emotions as a child. She made me feel trapped. She was supposed to be the one person to help me cope with the divorce

“As with most children with divorced parents, I was put through therapy. Younger me would’ve said “forced”. My therapist was a woman named Eva. I didn’t like Eva. Eva was like a cold robot...all she did was stare at me, unblinking, and for awkward amounts of time. It felt like a snake looking at a mouse. She would ask me a question and then just stare. This went on repetitively...for every session. I began to hate seeing her and hated it even more when I was placed into child group therapy with her. I didn’t feel like I had anyone to rely on, and I felt alone. I began to keep my emotions bottled up deep inside of me. I also began to “act out” by playing games and drawing during our sessions just to avoid speaking to her. I now know that most therapists are actually really good. I just had a really bad one who never helped me in any way.”

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Ive been too busy to do these but hopefully I can do more soon!! ^v^

“By the time I got to middle school, I was a very depressed and anxious child. I had begun to dress in black all the time, and I was going through what you would call my goth/ emo phase. All I would listen to was metal, rock, and generally any depressive songs I could. I saw crying as a sign of weakness and I would often spark fights with my mother. At this time I always wanted to be alone, but I was scared to be alone. My father had gotten remarried to my step-mom not too long after the divorce. They had a baby and then another, a boy and then a girl. I felt betrayed yet oddly I wanted dad to comeback, still hoping he would be a better father, and be in my life more...”