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Heartsprings
I’m terrified of what’s ahead. Yet, the image of every step with my hand proudly holding yours resonates with the beating of my heart. At times, the beating would have an amplitude far greater than I have ever felt. I guess, in these instances, I get scared at how much a person can move me. At how much the weight of every single thing that you do, whether it be good or upsetting, is proportional to the displacement of my heartst(/p)rings.
I know I always tell you to tell me when you no longer feel the same way. I think, I have convinced myself that knowing that, if ever, would make things easier and help me move on. But, can I be real a second?
I am hoping my heartst(/p)rings’ constants are large. It terrifies me [that they are minute and] that one day I will just watch them stretched so far, that it can no longer bounce back to the way it was before. Reaching towards the weights you so easily could remove with a few words; familiar weights that is now all that I have known and I have learned to accept and appreciate. That they will be stretched so far, I can no longer protect it from weights of other people who will try to tug at them. Most of all, I am scared that they will be stretched so close to you that I no longer have any control over them. Scratch that, I am scared that they will be stretched so close to where you once would have been. So next time I tell you to tell me if that ever happens, I'm not asking it light-heartedly. Now, I don't want you to think I won't be able to carry the weights you have shared with me. Each one added, allows me to get closer to you, and, also, reminds me that I have the energy to bounce back. The future worries me a lot. Too much for comfort. But, I guess, I still have that image to comfort me and I'm good, once again. So, just keep tugging.
Long night and you're here.
Thank you, I really needed the warmth tonight
Heiruspecs- "Heartsprings"
Sitting beneath the trees, she sleeps innocently Didn't believe that a being so beautiful flew this low Using slumber to stun others with features almost musical And when her low notes, my soul hopes for something more than friendly When her golden notes hit other folks, I feel close to envy I'd never wake her, but if the slumber ever ceases I would rouse her with my kisses and tussle with her demons Seemingly familiar even though I know I've never met her Like I send a dream in a letter to heaven and it sent her Went Word Sent word to others There's a lover, never met, yet she's sleeping in my covers There ain't no others, count the rubbers up to prove it Don't want to be the nuisance always asking, "Wanna do it?" I'd run through it Shoot, my lingua's always fluent And even if our paths don't cross, I know our wants are congruent So pursue it incessantly Her exceptional essence and presence is testing my sensory, incessantly Does destiny beckon me to set next to thee, indefinitely "Yes," says the memories, incessantly
Heartsprings-Heiruspecs
Me with the hat back, knapsack, no tact Told her I watched her sleep and read her my amorous raps
Heiruspecs - Heartsprings