찐 사랑?
어제 드디어 만남…
I was nervous about meeting him and the inevitable confrontation…이 아니라 bringing up of the matter…? ㅋㅋㅋ
He noticed something was up from the beginning but I didn’t bring it up until we were home and got comfy, and when I did…
it felt like such a proper adult relationship type of resolution. He was honest, open minded, apologetic, and respectful. Willing to compromise. Plus he got me flowers :)
다시 한번 reminded me why I fell in love with him…
딴때 같으면 이쯤 되면 I start seeing all his flaws and get sick of the guy, but with him, 커뮤니케이션이 잘되서 그런지 뭔가 말이 잘 통하고 잘 풀리고 그냥 좋고 사랑하게 되네?
And it’s uncanny how we have all these strange incidences where it feels like we’re reading each others’ minds.
Like, the other night, we were cuddling and he made this comment like I had read his mind but I wasn’t sure what he was referring to. It took some pressing cuz he was hesitant to share, but he told me that he had the thought that, “이 사람, 내가 책임지고 싶다…” Like he wanted to be my protector?
But when he thought that, apparently I had snuggled deeper into his arms.
And the thing is, I snuggled deeper cuz I remember thinking how wonderfully safe I felt in his arms…
so it’s kinda like I 무의식적으로 felt what he was feeling and my body responded?
It’s crazy how we have these bodily connections…
Even sex with him…
It really does feel like a mind, body, soul type connection, and it’s CRAZY how good it feels…
I’ve had a lot of sex with some pretty impressive guys but sex with him?
I think it’s the best I’ve ever had…
The way my body responds to him… the way he makes me feel…
I feel like he brings out the best, most beautiful side of me.
And I think it’s because I feel so loved, beautiful, and safe in his arms. He feels like home…
Attending이고 뭐고 필요 없어 ㅋㅋㅋ
이 사람, 이 느낌…
너무 좋다…
