#hello dearies

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Hello, my loves!

hi, my favorite dearies! so, I have a couple of announcements for you 😊

firstly, I have decided to close my requests (temporarily) I just have a bunch on hold and I thought it wouldn’t be fair if I didn’t work on them first, so I will try my best to finish them, or at list most of them before I open them once more, I hope you dearies understand  😁

secondly, I wanted to apologize for not writing as often as I used to, it has been a couple of stressful days at work, and I have been applying for jobs but I haven’t found anything, I just got another rejection so... 🥺 it’s been affecting my mental health a bit and I got some really good advice from a bunch of you a couple of days ago to take care of myself, so I will try to write during the weekend, but mostly I am taking the days for myself and hopefully I will be back in no time 😁

I hope you dearies understand! I love you guys and all your support for my stories and I love writing them 😊, it really helps with my anxiety and my stress, but lately my brain is just not cooperating with words that I can use to write 😂 so maybe it just needs some rest

I love you my dearies

[sbartdump]

Every now and then I get a new follower notif, so I arise from the depth of which I've come from and click out of curiosity. Only to see it's just a nsfw account. Why tumblr? Why?

[shadowspice119]

bruh I feel that pain of getting sick during winter!! I dont get sick but my grandma does during time so stay safe, wash your hands and get lots of hot tea, hot chocolate, etc into your system to keep your airways open and drink lots of water to stay hydrated!

Thank you, fury. 😊

I hope none of you get sick. 🥺

Best wishes, my dear readers. Stay safe out there.

[once-upon-an-imagine]

Here goes nothing

hello my dearies! 😊 I wanted to first and foremost to wish you all a Happy New Year! 🥳🥳🥳 I hope this new year brings you nothing but joy, happiness, health, wellbeing love and healing 🥰

secondly, I wanted to thank each and everyone of you for this year... I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for a few years now, which is why I left this blog abandoned for so long... and this year, even if it wasn't easy, it was very important in my life... it helped me grow, it helped me get back a light inside of me thar I thought was forever gone... and even if I am still on my way... there is no way I could have done anything without all of you!

thank you to my old followers that are still with me! it was so nice to get back here and see an old friend, you have no idea how happy it made me!

thank you to all of my new followers! I had no idea how this was going to work out but the fact that you are all here makes me feel so grateful and happy and warm in ny heart!

thank you to all my requesters! anonymous and non-anonymous! you guys make me want to keep going and remind me why I love writing in the first place!

thank you to everyone who likes my stories! you have no idea how much I like seeing that you enojoy something that I created! it fillse me with so much joy I don't know how to explain it!

thank you to everyone who comments on my stories! whether is you telling me your favorite part, leaving an emoji or just telling me how much you liked it! it is inexplicable how even the smallest comment and hapoy thought makes me feel! it warms my heart so much and it makes me keep going!

thank you to everyone that has ever spoken to me just to say hi, tell me something about my blog or my stories, check on me or just to let me know how your day was! you guys have absolutely no idea how much I appreciate all of you!

thank you to everyone that even if you may not interact with me, you're still here, reading my ramble posts or my stories! if this blog gives you dearies a bit of joy and lets you give yourselves a break from reality, everything is worth it!

thank you to everyone who read this post! I really meant every word and I just wanted to let each and everyone of you how much you all mean to me!

again, I hope you all have a very happy new year and wish you all the love and happiness in the world!

[once-upon-an-imagine]

Hello, Dearies

Hello dearies, firstly, I wanted to apologize for being so absent. I have been having a rough couple of weeks. I have been struggling with some issues that are coming back to me. I am really trying to get better and get back at writingand I hope you can all understand. Today I spent most of the afternoon and night just listening to music, smoking and crying and it felt really cleansing and liberated for the first time in a long time. This is the last song I heard and I think it really sums up how I am feeling right now. I hope all of you are well and if you’re not, please feel free to come into my inbox... because I know what is like to feel alone and needing someone to listen or read you. Please stay safe, thank you all so much for you patience, I love you all!

Hand In My Pocket - Alanis Morissette

I'm broke but I'm happy I'm poor but I'm kind I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah I'm high but I'm grounded I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed I'm lost but I'm hopeful, baby And what it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine 'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving a high five I feel drunk but I'm sober I'm young and I'm underpaid I'm tired but I'm working, yeah I care but I'm restless I'm here but I'm really gone I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby And what it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be quite alright 'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is flicking a cigarette And what it all comes down to Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet 'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving a peace sign I'm free but I'm focused I'm green but I'm wise I'm hard but I'm friendly, baby I'm sad but I'm laughing I'm brave but I'm chickenshit I'm sick but I'm pretty, baby And what it all boils down to Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet But I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is playing a piano And what it all comes down to, my friends, yeah Is that everything is just fine, fine, fine 'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is hailing a taxi cab 

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Hello Once Again, Dearies

Hi everyone, so I have a little message for you:

First, and foremost, I want to thank EVERYONE who is still following me, waiting for my stories to be posted, checking in on me sending me messages, and telling me how much you like my stories, honestly , you have NO IDEA how all that means to me and you deserve all the best in the world with happiness and sprinkles on top!

Second of all, I will be returning to writing; today, I took the first step and changed my page because the other one didn’t feel like me anymore, so that’s a small step but it’s a step and I’m pretty happy with the outcome.

Third step, I am really sorry but I won’t be doing any stories/requests that I had pending (at this point, I don’t even know if anyone who requested them remember if they did lol) so, my apologies on that, I need a bit of inspiration so I am opening requests so you can ask for new imagines :) obviously my ongoing stories will keep on happening (slowly, but they’ll get there) :)

Fourth, I would like for you guys to tell me any fandoms you’d like me to write imagines for; I don’t think I am writing Flash Imagines or Criminal Minds, I just didn’t keep up with the shows anymore so, they might be gone BUUUUUUUUT I will be adding On My Block, since is one of my favorite shows and the third season is almost heeere (and tbh I am already having ideas about a story for Oscar cause he’s one of my fav!) :) so, let me know if you’d like On My Block to join our gang and who else you’d like to join it :) 

And last but not least, thank you all again for being here, I have really had a journey these past years and really you have no idea how all of you helped me! I am still getting better and I know I still have bad days but I am in a much better place right now so THANK YOU ALL! Have a wonderful day/night wherever you are! I wish you all a happy and healthy life!

[once-upon-an-imagine]

Hello Dearies

hello, my dearies, it is me, again... I know it’s been really long, as more than a year-long, but I wanted to share with you what has been going on.

I’ve been battling with depression for about a year now. I shut everything and everyone down. it was a really hard time but thanks to my therapist and my meds, I am able to get back to be myself again. 

I started to do new things like learning new painting methods, wearing my hair different and things like that... a couple of days ago, I came back to this site and started reading my stories.

Not only my posted stories but my drafts I stopped writing. I am slowly falling back in love with my stories and writing again. I have decided to start writing again.

If any of you are still out there, reading my stuff for some reason, I wanted to thank you for never giving up on me. It means the world to me. For those of you who checked up on me from time to time, you are truly angels sent to me to get through this hard time, I appreciate you more than I can put into words and I hope I do not let you down. 

I have some stories in drafts and previews, I am not sure I will get back to those or just start with a clean slate and start writing new stores. I apologize if these were some of your requests.

Other stories that I am in between chapters (Flaws and Dive) I will definitely continue; however, Bad Reputation is still on hold (and might be ended there) since I have nothing on how to continue it (any idea or suggestion is more than welcome)

I have three original stories that I had in mind to publish, which I still think I will do, and also finish All of The Stars and Begin Again. I also found one of my oldest drafts for a Big Time Rush fanfic that I might end up asking for your opinion on :)

Lastly, I just want to thank each and every one of you for sticking with me, giving me the strength I needed, thank you for still believing in me and not giving up on me when I almost did :)

I also want to say to everyone who took their time to read this, if you are struggling, if you are having a bad time, it is more than ok to ask for help. It does not make you weak, it actually makes you stronger. We are all fighting our battles, and I am here for you if you need anything.

Thank you again, and I love you all my dearies and I wish you all a happy healthy life!

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Hello Dearies

Hello again, my dearies! I come to you once again with a little story about myself... a (long) while ago, I stopped writing, I actually stopped doing a bunch of things that made me happy, of course the writing block didn’t help, but I stopped doing some things that I loved and I was starting to lose myself and I hated it. I get that now, I have been dealing with a lot of things lately, which I am not going to bore you with, but the main one is that I was in a very toxic relationship and I am currently still trying to get out of it. I was sort of on track with everything in my life and on the road to be happy and it felt like someone just came and tared everything apart just for fun! it is one of the hardest things I’ve dealt with and I hope you can all understand. Thank you so much for everyone who messaged me every now and then to see if I was ok or to let me know you liked my writing or stories... you have no idea how much it meant to me. I appreaciate if you guys could give me just a little more time to get things in order on my blog (I haven’t been here in ages) and I will try to continue my stand-by stories and then figure out how to deal with the requests on hold.Once again, I thank you all for always being here for me and (if you still are) thanks for never giving up on me! I promise, I am coming back my dearies and I hope you missed me as much as I missed you ... I love you my dearies and I wish you all a happy healthy life!