#hello regular depression

[fandomwhirlwind]

Just had the motivation to take a well overdue everything shower and can’t stop rubbing my legs together like a cricket

[boneappletet]

You know you live up north when you’re excited that the sun is still up at 4:00pm

[thepaintbrushpoet]

“Je peux créer ma propre vie.”

Written on a post-it I’d willfully pressed between the pages of my abandoned planner months ago. I don’t even know why I pulled it out, the days I trudge through are absent of anything worth planning, but it was too late. 

I wrote it in March, the busiest, most endlessly promising month that had been swept away with stay at home orders and early quarantines. From then to now it felt as if life had ended. Like there was too much between me and the golden chances those few weeks seemed to hold. But seeing this now, with heated Summer winds reminding me to forget the hurdles of Spring, I must also forgive them. There is still promise somewhere, perhaps it is simply time for me to raise my head high enough to see it. 

Je peux créer ma propre vie. I can create my own life. 

[astoriasigyn]

Is my mental health getting better, or am I just manic? I asked myself today as I scraped my tiles with a spackle knife and scrubbed my walls with a magic eraser.

[roxydemi]

Favorite album?

Do you get enough sleep?

What is your favorite time of year?

My favorite album is probably Free Spirit by Khalid. I have that one on vinyl and I can listen to it all day.

I definitely don’t get enough sleep. I for sure have revenge sleep procrastination, look it up if you haven’t heard of it. It also doesn’t help that I enjoy the nighttime more than the daytime.

Summer is my favorite time of year!!

[thepaintbrushpoet]

The sun is finally coming around 

The air is warmer

My shoulders are rested

I think the season to breathe is finally here.

[cursedindefinitely]

man don’t you love when the overwhelming sense of dread and inadequacy sets in?