how does it feel knowing that all that you worked for was literally for nothing? Brother offed himself the first chance he got. Good job 'parenting', if that's what you can call it.
let’s be cruel.
“…What I’d worked for, you say.”
“You might be right, in a way. After I’d failed in keeping him out of it entirely, I’d thought I could at least see him survive the Trial. I’m not happy that… No, I truly thought that Ludger could find a way at the end. That was the conviction I held when I offered myself as the bridge.
“It’s not my place anymore to be happy or not about the choices he made, though. I gave up that right when I decided to believe in his ability to see things through. To give him the best chance I could at allowing for his actions in the end to be of his own choice.
“If it had been because he’d lost to Bisley, it’d be different, but as it is, he doesn’t need my approval or disapproval anymore.”
