Dang we need some more Hellsing love ❤️
I’d like to request a headcanon of Alucard realizing he’s falling in love please
Yes, we do <3 And now I want to work on my Alucard fic damn xD
Shit, no, go back, no way, that can’t be possible.
Alucard hates it.
He can’t fall in love, he’s a monster.
The last thing he wants is to put more people that he cares for in danger.
Someone please rip his heart out and kill him - Permanently this time - He just can’t take the pain of developing feelings.
He’s gotten to the point that he can’t even look at you anymore without wanting to rip his hair out and set himself ablaze.
And if that’s not enough, although he never had the urge to drink anyone’s blood while it spilled, yours was attracting him like a bee to the honey.
Why in the actual hell did fate have to play such an awfully cruel joke on him, an immortal, doomed to eternal agony... To develop feelings on someone as perfect of you?
He’ll keep his distance as much as possible from you, and he’ll even act spontaneously cold, distant and mean to the point that you were sure he hated you, but little did you know, it was the exact opposite.
Without even realising, he finds himself appearing in front of you defensively and protecting you, and with a quick peek to see if you were alright, he’d disappear just as quickly.
If you ever get injured, however, hell WILL break lose, and he will be more violent and aggressive than you’ve ever seen him before.
When you’re sleeping, he’d occasionally come over and sit by the window, reminiscing the awful fate that had befallen him, but seeing you sleeping so peacefully, he managed to come to terms with the fact that he has feelings for you.
He’d never pursue you though, and if even if you were to share feelings for him, Alucard would push you away, for your own good.
It isn’t until your life is in danger because of a stupid mistake - Mistake that meant protecting him and getting injured in the process - That he starts yelling at you for being such a dumbass...
And he unintentionally confesses his love for you while at it - And he doesn’t realise it until you fall quiet, and a silly smile starts forming on your face.
From there on, you get more confident in trying to convince him to accept his feelings for you, and see how it goes on further.
Still, Alucard, for as long as he’s going to be walking the Earth, he will have fright, concern and dread that he will lose you... And though that may happen at some point, he ‘prays’ every day that he will die before you.
He doesn’t think he can take the pain of losing you. Ever.










