#help me omf

[distantwhores]

omf i finished

raleigh will be the death of me

[skopertan]

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[thatwitcheden]

So me and Sil ( @thelittlesilverdog ) have been cackling and crying because I was listening to the Hamilton soundtrack and listened to “Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story” and we kept talking about it and Sil eventually said:

Who Lives In The Alliance

Who Dies In The Alliance

Who Lives Long Enough To Tell Their Story

and now she’s writing a fic about it?? and we’re both just drowning in the feels??? 

geez this book is gonna make me suffer from such sad backstory. and the backstory is sad for a couple of characters.

[kittyirked]

Okay listen up

So I thought I was in a good place, but apparently abusers never learn to stop abusing and it’s actually gotten worse since I’ve been stuck home. My commissions have been open but I’ve gotten nothing, though that may be because I never use this blog.

I really really need to make this because if I don’t no one will know and that’s not exactly that great.

Truthfully I’m tired of asking anyone for help because it never lands me anywhere except right back where I started but at this point, if I get kicked out, I’ll be out of college with no money and likely die on the street because, surprise surprise, I don’t live near any homeless shelters. 

I have no drawing tablet because mine broke forever ago and I was originally supposed to receive one for christmas, but that fell through as things do. 

Even so I’m reminding people I am open for commissions. While my drawings and artwork would have to be shipped/mailed/scanned, I am open to writing just about anything at this point. Just give me enough information or have it be something I can research on my own and I’ll write it. I’ll even write fanfiction of any level. 

I’m an english major so it gives me practice. 

The reason I’ve turned to this again is because I have none of my files and am being refused them: SSN, Birth certificate, medical card. I have none of it. I have no way of getting a job either with my mental instability and lack of transportation at this point. 

I know I have nobody vouching for me or anything like that, but that’s because I am not so close to anyone online that could tell you, “Yeah I’ve been there, I’ve seen it.” or “My commissions are open to help them, too.” It’s not like that for me and I hope you understand such..

Anyway here are my prices

Poetry, 4-20 lines: 3 USD

Poetry, 20+ lines:10 USD -> ???

Character bio/development page: 5 USD

Character bio.development page, character drawing/sketches included: 20 USD

Character Backstory/ Side story, word limit - 500: 10 USD

Character Backstory/Side story, word limit - 1000+ : 15 USD -> ???

Fanfiction Word limit- 500: 10 USD

Fanfiction Word limit- 1000: 15 USD

Fanfiction word limit 2k-5k: 20 USD -> ???

Character sketch, bust: 5 USD

Character sketch, full body:7 USD

Character sketch, front & back: 10 USD

Character with ink, bust: 10 USD

Character with ink, full body: 13 USD

Colored Character bust: 13 USD

Colored Character full body: 15 USD

Colored character with background: 20 USD

Extra character in any drawing: 6 USD Each

I also have donation buttons on each of my blogs. Please help if you can. This is important to me. This is important. I don’t know what might happen to me. These are severely volatile times.

[blairberry]

me: wow! I'm actually in a good mood for once!!!

me literally 3 seconds later: you know what sounds fantastic? ending my Worthless Existence!

[autiwara]

There are times where I hate anxiety more than on other days, like when I have a presentation the next day and none of the friends that take the same bus are coming to school as early as me... I wanna die Last time I was forced to take the bus alone from school, I started crying I don't know what to do it's almost like im forced to just bail on my group and stay at home but I can't!!

[skeleton-kat]

Ugh I'm in such a terrible mood rn I almost lost my sister in school AND SHE DOESN'T FEEL ANY BIT SORRY