#help... please?

[justgowithit505]

Guys I keep having very realistic dreams which I mistake for actually shifting like it happened like twice tonight, like I woke up in my bed, except it wasn't my bed, the bed sheet were different, and I was facing the opposite way that I usually am facing. The first thing I noticed was the window, which was vertical, and different (no curtains). There's a tower in my neighbourghood and i usually sleep facing away from it, but that was what I saw when I looked put (plus it was so close). And I swear to you I could FEEL things in so realistically I thought I had actually shifted like it actually was real life so I don't know if I actually shifted and came back in a dream or something (You can do that? Help?) Anyways I go to the bathroom and I'm washing my hands for some reason and I realize everything starts losing resolution nd I'm actually NOT AWAKE? WHAT THE FUCK? And I'm like fuck. Not again. Because yes, this has happened to me before. And then I kinda don't remember anything after that but like WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK WAS THAT!? And, is there any possibility that I can open a portal to my dr in that state? Maybe not, because when I realize I'm driving I can feel my body lying down as well as my body standing but we could work with that I guess?? Anyways crazy night.

[casualselfshipperandyanderefan]

Ok... how do I start one of these?

Like, do I do a list of f/o(s) or... what? Idk what I'm doing with this...

[kaykaythemouse]

Ugh. So my blog is clearly under construction. I'm new at the whole changing up my theme with codes thing. It may take me awhile to fix it. But I like where it's going right now.

[whitebellsleuth]

> If anyone is able to help...

((I realise I've been on and off this blog again as of late, but my emotional state has been a bit of a storm lately. Admittedly, I've been getting on this blog at times to try and escape and forget my life right now... but the effect works only a few minutes at best, and then I feel ashamed for trying to run at all. I don't want to keep running... so please excuse my sporadic attendance for a few days.

I don't know how many of you are in the area, saw this on my facebook, or even heard this story on the news, but I will link the article just below:

http://www.woodtv.com/dpp/news/local/kent_county/one-vehicle-crash-on-3-mile-in-walker

Jessie was a friend of mine. I've known her for over three years now, but it feels like it's been so much longer. She was one of the brightest, outgoing, and kind people I've ever known. Jessie was the first person to ever talk to me at Youmacon -- her and two friends she was walking with -- and when I attended the same con again later, we ran into one another by chance, and again, she was the first person to talk to me. If it hadn't been for her, I likely never would have worked up the courage to keep attending cons and talking to other people at them. She was brilliant, and so incredibly talented... and an inspiration.

She did a lot for me, more than I can say here, and the stories I could tell could fill hours on end. I can't begin to express how much she did for me without realising it simply by calling out the name of one of my cosplays at a con... I wouldn't have half the friends I have now if I'd not met her, and I likely wouldn't still be cosplaying or going to cons either.

This is a link to a donation pool (set up by a friend, not me) to help her family with as much of the financial concerns as we can. I know it is a lot of me to show this to all my followers and ask for help, but if anyone, anyone at all can help her family, I would be more than grateful...

http://www.gofundme.com/1nkpto

Thank you...))