#helpbarks

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Thank you downdetectblr

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I have never been more grateful for the fact that I decided to make records of stuff I've posted/promised/etc than I am rn. If I hadn't noted my ideas down in Obsidian I would've just lost everything I tweeted

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i make one post and immediately get a bot follower. i see how it is

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apologies for inactivity, i've been busy writing morally grey and concerning ffxv fanfiction over at @xvthirst

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"such as shoving one's hand inside the glowing mid-transformation form, gripping the organs and bones while the skin temporarily maintains a state of being pure light" - self-quote

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I be fucking with the cheese that's the queso

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for the kid that grew up too fast. for the childhood that ended too soon.

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me: wow what if i'm not actually disabled and making it up and i'm just lazy and pathetic

my body and mind: dude everything hurts because the cold air touched me and you don't have enough energy to even do laundry once a week or take a shower every other day. you're also flipping between bpd euphoria and depression rn because whoops all mental illness