Nov 30, 2023
I’ve given u everything….for what? To be a fucking nothing to u or these kids? Not cool and not right! Lord I pray to help me find away outta here with some if any bit of my sanity left bcuz idk how much mor I can take b4 I just jump off that cliff that I’m standing at the edge of. Help me find me help me know that I’m not nuts help me forgive them bcuz being this angry isn’t healthy I need to be loved to be wanted to feel like I’m worth something and right now all I feel is tears that fill my eyes but are afraid to fall. Weakness that shows I need to be able to be weak to cry to scream to hit a pillow to weep to be held to know it’s not me it’s them I m really a good person with a huge heart and I deserve to be loved
