So a lot of people don't know this but I have an acne problem and have been going to the dermatologist for a good seven years now. Just recently I have been getting comfortable in my own skin and how I look. I finally started to believe people when they told me I looked good or that I was beautiful.
Then this weekend hit. I've been on some new medication and had thought it was helping but then BOOM- the worst acne I have had in several years comes. I don't know what happened but I must of had a reaction to something but I don't know what. Because I feel like piling on makeup will just make it worse, I go without any and wear a t-shirt to cover my chest.
So of course when I do this I look like the nerd I've been trying to grow out of. Yes it's cute and all (Thanks boyfriend) but I'm not as confident when I show my nerdy side. I look so much younger and dorky... I dunno. Maybe I'll just re-embrace my nerd... but all those nice clothes....