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[chinawof]

what do you call a man with a rubber toe?

I don’t know, what do you call a man with a rubber toe?

[morethanjusttime]

Debby, I just wanted to say it was a pleasure to watch you interact with your daughters. You're a really great mom. Idk if Hayley knows it, but she is too. Keep doing what your doing. I hope to be as good at parenting as you are

Thank you. That means a lot, really. It’s been a roller coaster of a year, but they are worth every second of my time; always will be.

She is, isn’t she? She’s the best @huglifekiyoko, I don’t know where I’d be without her.

You’re going to make a wonderful parent... one day... in the future... the distant future: @chinawof & @hemsworthitmate I’m keeping an eye on you two - but thank you, Liam, for making her such a happy girl. I’ve noticed she smiles a lot more as of late when you’re around, it’s been lovely to get to see again. 

[chinawof]

F2F - McHemsworth

@hemsworthitmate​

Everything hurt. Her head, her heart, her chest, her stomach, her entire being. It was filled with so much pain she didn’t think it would be reparable. Knew, after everything with Cam, this feeling too well, and she hated it. Isolation was her best bet. So she found herself in the hotel bedroom, under the covers, hugging her knees to her chest, trying to will herself to have a little bit more rest. It was the sound of the door opening that pulled her out of her drowsy, tired mindset. Followed by the very sudden appearance of a black pup, with an oversized duck in her mouth. She leapt onto the bed and nuzzled into her mama’s side, “Hey Delta.” China spoke softly, voice hoarse, as she petted the fur, receiving the squeak of the duck in return. That meant Liam was here, she noted, but still didn’t have the energy to move or go out and see him.

[chinawof]

F2F: Toronto | McHemsworth

@hemsworthitmate​

It had been such a lovely evening, China had to admit. Just being back in Liam’s company settled her fears, and they’d had such a nice dinner and watched some TV together near the fire whilst they chatted. She’d even managed to get a well-needed nap in. Now the pair, laughably, were dealing with their friends messaging them about one thing or another, and that was when China saw it. Another one... She sighed. Locked her phone, and put it face down on the sofa, already growing upset once more. “I’m gonna grab some water, you want anything?” She asked, turning to him with her best poker face on so he didn’t know she was upset by it. The stalking had gone far enough now, and suddenly she found herself wondering if she would ever feel completely safe ever again.

[chinawof]

F2F - McHemsworth

@hemsworthitmate​

The flight was fairly quiet, and China was welcoming it. It seemed that people were busy minding their business, or had fallen asleep, and she was fairly content with that. They’d started up Titanic on the screen in front of them, and her head was resting gently on Liam’s shoulder, Dora was dozing in the chair by the window, and Delta was curled up in her lap, lazily looking out the window. It wasn’t long before China felt her own eyes beginning to fall, but there was a soft chewing of puppy teeth on her hand that woke her back up. She lifted her head and ran a hand over weary eyes. “Liam?” She whispered, in case he had fallen asleep.

[chinawof]

F2F - McHemsworth

@hemsworthitmate​

It had been a long couple of days for China, she’d cried herself into a state last night, Gabe had confiscated her phone, and then spent the whole day cooped up in her dark bedroom thanks to the headache lurking behind her eyes that hurt more every time she so glanced at a little bit of bright light. She would like to say this was the first time in a while she had been in this state, but knew it wasn’t. She’d done the same for days on end in July and for a little while in August, too, and the heartbreak was hurting all the same. 

Eventually the sun had fleeted, it was around seven in the evening when Gabriel entered the room with his own eyes heavy and sleep exhausted. Cujo on his lead in his hand. “You need to get some air.” He informed her, and practically shoved the dogs lead into her surprised hands. China went to protest, but Cujo’s excited face said it all. She got up, got herself showered and dressed, took two more aspirin and was out of the door ten minutes later with the pup on his lead en route to his favourite dog park.

Her head was still throbbing, and her heart sat heavy in her chest, stomach aching from lack of food and tense from all of the crying. China got lost in her thoughts as they walked, her eyes tearing up as she remembered the texts once more, replayed them to an extent that made them seem worse than they were, something that was in no way useful since she didn’t have her phone to reassure her it was just a small miscommunication. She was so lost in her thoughts, letting Cujo lead the way, she barely noticed a large, fluffy, almost too familiar dog in her pathway, only realising what in the world was happening, when she had tripped over the lead connected to Dora, landing flat out on the concrete, a confused Cujo sat on one side of her, and a concerned Dora began licking her face eagerly.

“Dora?” China asked, eyebrows knitted together, a wince from her trip. Her hand reached to stroke the dogs fur, try and confirm she wasn’t seeing things in her weakened state, but she wasn’t wrong... Dora was there, which meant... she glanced to her side and saw Liam, and her heart was thudding in her chest all over again.

[chinawof]

Happy mother's day, my love. This is only the beginning of many. Today is your day. 😘

Thank you, handsome. I love you and I love our little Bean. This whole thing of becoming a mama would definitely be a lot harder without you around. You’re the greatest, and I owe you the world for it.

[chinawof]

F2F - McHemsworth

@hemsworthitmate​

China hadn’t expected to spend a whole day crying of all things. She was prepared for work, read the scripts, knew their warning at the start of the season that she’d be crying all the more, but it was draining to say the least. So, when it came time to chilling in her trailer on her breaks... well, she was adamant she wasn’t going to cry, and then that gossip blog started up, and she found herself doing something she never thought she’d have the courage to do: she poured her heart out for all the world to see. It wasn’t something she did often; kept her life as private as possible, but it felt right. And so the tears falling from her eyes as she let the thoughts pour out and the list get longer were happy ones, of love and acceptance, because she realised soon enough, she was in deep, and that was perfectly okay.

Nafessa had caught her mid cry, and there was a pep talk and hugs that brought her around to a realisation that this was it. They were them. Together. And Chi was okay to learn to embrace it and welcome it, in spite of the craziness that it came hand in hand with. So, when she heard he would be finishing work around the time her plane could have landed in Toronto, she had to take her chance to see him; get those precious hours together because that was what love was all about.

The flight was a good chance for her to rest, but she kept on talking to Liam whilst she did so, noticed shit kicking off once again with the blog, but tried her best to ignore it all, honestly. Like she promised him she would. So, if it made her upset, she only allowed it to last a few seconds. Once she landed in Toronto, she grabbed her things and made her way toward where he was staying. China didn’t know if he would be back yet, but didn’t want to invade the set for another time that week, so she rang the doorbell and waited, deciding it was an okay day, a little on the chilly side and overcast, but she didn’t mind, it helped clear her head. When there was no answering of the door, she took purchase on the top step and waited for him to wrap up and make it back to her, checking over her emails and texts as she did so.