#herehaveacupcake

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If anybody ever wants to doubt that I have the best best friend in the world I will fight you because you're dead wrong. Claire is everything. She's putting me up in her home for three days, taking me to see Florence + the Machine AND Fun Home on Broadway. I am not worthy. I'm going to sob so hard and she'll have to deal with that too??? OH MY GOD???????? I AM BUYING YOU A CASTLE SOMEDAY. YOU DESERVE IT. herehaveacupcake

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Nickname: Gayva, AJ

Birthday: April 27 Gender: female Sexuality: pansexual Height: 5’2” Time Zone: EST

What time and date is it there: 8:18 pm, 9/2/14  Average hours of sleep I get each night: like 6 or 7 The last thing I Googled was: time zones (oops) My most used phrase(s): fuck off First word that comes to mind: sandwich What I last said to a family member: "don't you want to save them for the new cat?" One place that makes me happy & why: pools at night. they're just so relaxing and peaceful

How many blankets I sleep under: One really thick one Favorite beverage(s): tea The last movie I watched in the cinema: Maleficent! Three things I can’t live without: my friends, my music, my dresses Something I plan on learning: directing You have to listen to this song: Human Racing by St. Vincent. It's so beautiful but also relaxing and it's just fantastic to listen to. A piece of advice for all my followers: every once in a while, take a nice hot bath and play your favorite music and just relax. you deserve it :)

 My blog(s): stumblethroughshow

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1- 47 Go!

i quite honestly don't know why i wasn't expecting this the second i reblogged it

1.Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend/datemate?

yeah that sounds nice. I’d prefer a cute girlfriend tho that i could cuddle and smooch and watch stupid movies with. 

2.When did your last hug take place?

I hugged Claire Ganem goodbye when I left Open Space.

3.Are you a jealous person?

fuck yeah i guess i am

4.Are you tired right now?

i am in a constant state of tired

5.Do you chew on your straws?

i dont think so

6.Have you ever been called a tease?

not to my knowledge

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?

thank zeus no

8.Do you cry easily?

only when i dont want to

9.What should you be doing right now?

sleeping (oops)

10.Are you a heavy sleeper?

well i weigh 105 awake and 280 asleep so

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?

if i care about the person im in the relationship with then yeah, prob

12.Are you mad at someone right now?

i am a constant ball of anger so yes

13.Do you believe in love?

yup

14.What makes you laugh no matter what?

chris de bow and claire ganem

15.Who was the last person you talked to?

in person, my mom, online, bakagehina

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?

kinda. its more like an uncontrollable happiness

17.Will you get married?

if i find a person i wanna marry then yeah i guess

18.When was the last time you smiled?

at open space

19.Does anyone like you?

if only

20.Do you secretly like someone?

yeahhhhhh……..

21.Who was the first person you talked to today?

my sis

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

i don’t think i really have a person for that. i tend to just keep things inside i burst

23.What are you NOT looking forward to?

school

24.What ARE you looking forward to?

the rest of summer

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?

not in the romantic sense, yes in the platonic sense

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?

id prob feel awk but happy theyre happy

27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?

hellllllllllllllllll no

28.Are you a forgiving person?

if i really care about the person who hurt me, then yes. otherwise, hell no

29.How many TRUE friends do you have?

i like to think a lot. ive got shelby, marissa, claire, chris, and others but ive got like a million more questions to answer and its 1 am so ill put those. if i didn’t put you, im sorry, im tired, i love you.

30.Do you fall for people easily?

no, but when i do fall, i fall hard

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?

nooooooooooooo

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?

oxygen

33.Who was the last person you drove with?

my dad

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?

2 am cuz im a stupid piece of shit

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?

probably. ive been interested in maybe canada or a nordic country, or mayeb britain, but for now i like baltimore.

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?

it was either claire or marissa but my memory is nonexistent so

37.Can you live a day without TV?

yeah yo 

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?

when my parents used a bullshit excuse to prevent me from hangin with my friends

39.Three names you go by…

weintswag, weintswiggle, and avee

40.Are you currently in a relationship?

if only

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?

But I’m a Cheerleader!

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?

uhuh

43.What’s your current problem?

well there’s the fact that i have a crush on a straight girl

44.Have you ever had your heart broken?

nope

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?

if the participants put in the work, it can be difficult, but it can work.

46.How many kids do you want to have?

either 0, 1, or 2.

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?

if i think that telling them could end up hurting our friendship then yeah

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"I was gonna say 'let's talk about boys' but I already talked about boys and you're a lesbian." Claire is fabulous.

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5,14,23, 29

YAY MUSIC ASKS.

5: A song that needs to be played LOUD: "My Body is a Cage" - Arcade Fire (x)

14: A song that you would love played at your wedding: "Never Let Me Go" - Florence + The Machine (x)  (I interpret it as being about depression but it's still beautiful and overwhelming and powerful and yeah)

23: A song that you think everybody should listen to: "Laura" - Bat for Lashes (x)

29: A song that you remember from your childhood: "Girl" - Tori Amos (x)  (Which explains a lot if you think about it)

Thaaaank you Claire!

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I just texted my best friend "Keep kickin ass you fabulous lass" without even thinking and now I'm laughing so hard about it oh my god

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herehaveacupcake answered your question:I really want to take this internship but I am...

DO THE INTERNSHIP SO YOU CAN GET PAID AND THEN VISIT ME!!! (I’m selfish and I’m sorry but it sounds freakin awesome and I’m proud)

If I do the internship I'll totally be working shows and won't be able to visit you D: but Alex is going to let me know if I can work around the show and if not I might just do it anyway because... well... JOB.