My soul is dying. I can feel how my days are all the same and I'm so numb to everything. I know it. I feel it. And I can't do a damn thing. I wanna scream but I'm numb. I wanna ask for help but I'm numb. It's like I'm freezing over here while everyone continues to live. My soul is dying and I don't know how to say it to my family... to a friend. How can you talk about your soul dying to someone? They'll ask you how are you? What's going on with you lately and you wanna cry and scream pls help, pls notice, pls, I'm dying here. But you can't. It feels like something is stopping you. It feels like something is stuck in your throat so you just cry and beat your chest and never reply until your friendship with them cools... and then ends.
My soul is dying. I'm sorry I didn't reply. I don't know what to say.